Thursday, February 16, 2006
Bombarded Steffan with presents hahaha.. But the BIGGEST will have to be this super big Tazmanian Devil haha.. Brought it to office even leh. Took cab to work cos I was feeling real lazy and the present was too big for me to carry around.
Created a super big commotion at the main office. All the aunties gossipping abt what I was bringing and stuff.
Boss helped me look for a box to put the present in, Chris helped me wrap it up, and Angela got the wrapping paper and the ribbon! Hahaha Big Project leh haha..
Too bad I din really get wat Steffan wanted but he also never complain. Ok other den the Godiva chocolates err... Yeah so in future no more Godiva Chocolates for both of us haha.
I got this really interesting book called Blankets. U really have to see it to know how unique it is. And I've got my annual supply of manicures and pedicures at dashing diva haha.. So sweet..
Had a great dinner at Sushi Tei Taka. The only GOOD jap food that is affordable and REALLY good. We've given up on all the others. THInking of trying the Crown Prince one and the Pan Pac one. Wait till when there is an even bigger occasion first heehee..
It was jus a really great Vday!
Many commented that if a couple are happy together every day, then every day will be like Valentine's Day. But the problem is that St Valentine is only born or killed on one day! I dun really know he was born or killed on that day but anyhow, the point is that its only ONE day. AT least that's what I think...
Well, New Year is officially over. Having many activities and work is piling up die.. TMl stil got KTV and vendors coming down again.. Hope tml wont over run! I wan go KTV!!
My movies are in today! Yeah! Hee.. Cant wait to watch and return them!
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
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Monday, February 13, 2006
LIKE FINALLY....
Shall work towards the next yr, and also, mebbe for the SIA thingy... Thinking real hard abt it.. Many pple telling me to try. But what can i do if I try and fail? Or try and succeed? IF I fail, den I would HAVE to look for something else? Oh yeah I can always keep trying until the next Ms Singapore Universe! Hahaha.. But if I really fail, and I know I have done my best but I still din make it? Den wat next? I know for sure I din do my best for the MSu auditions la.. But den yeah i learnt from that experience and it was really great! Been there done that haha..
So yeah.. thinking if both i dun succeed, then what's my enxt alternative? As opposed to stil staying in the IT line la. Boss has been trying to "teach" me how to leverage up, and go up to the post of a manager eventually... Asking me take courses at the expense of the company, bringing me into all the areas any IT person should know. But I havent been doing well la... Not not well, I still manage to solve my problems and do my programming, but its just that I feel myself getting stagnant.. Did I mention that at my place, one can actually just stay here for 15yrs and just work and work? Yeah that's the problem.. You become complacent, and the place keeps u! Its just a really big trap. And I dun wan to be in this trap! I dun even wan a successful career man!
I've always been a simple person. All I want to do is have fun while I'm alive! And of cos being the practical and rationale person I am, I know that I will need money to survive and have fun. So, I'm working! But, I'm also trying to find work that I really like so that I wont be working! And I always believe that being young allows one to make mistakes, learn from it, and you end up being stronger and more knowledgable!
I dun wan to wait till I am 30 or with a family, and look back and tell myself that I should have done this when I was wat age, or I should have tried, and now I never know, or I cant do this and that cos I got kids, if anything were to happen to me, what will the kids do blah blah blah..
When we were born, our lives no longer became just ours. Dad once told me to be more responsible towards my own life, cos we dun live in this world alone. I think he said that when I insisted on taking roller coaster rides and stuff. Anyway, the point I have is, if u're meant to go, u will go! Of course, there is no need to increase your risk by doing dangerous things, but wont it be more dangerous if I learnt scuba when I'm 35 instead of 23? So I still stick my theory that do whatever you want when you are young. Of cos, when things do not go your way, or watever consequences there are, take the blame! Dun blame others! Since you insist on doing it your way, den take the consequences. Din they teach us that in NUS? You can do watever you want. Just bear the consequences. ANd that mean breaking your parents' and loved ones hearts if you have to.. Ok, maybe not that drastic la.. But you get the idea.
So now, I'm taking the chance to break out of my shell heh heh.. waiting for NTU holidays so I can learn scuba with Steffan, unless there are pple out there who would like to join me den we can go first. Saving money to do my lasik. Keeping fit for my SIA thingy, and also mebbe next yr's MSU. Trying to do my work and think what I finally will like to do.. Thinking of learning some more stuff.. But nobody to accompany me leh..
Hey peeps out there, anything anyone wanna learn? I almost wanted to learn chinese calligraphy cos I thought it looked really nice. Thinking if I should straighten my teeth, or whiten them haha... I just keep thinking of ways to spend my money sia. A few days ago was actually thinking of buying a car hahaha... But no la the installments will SO kill me. I just wait for my brother to buy hahaha.. Or Steffan heehee..
It will be V'Day tml! Haha.. Later I will be going to buy Steffan's present heehee. Tml will be a simple dinner with exchange of presents heh heh.. Wonder what he got me. I hope he likes what I got... Shopping time later! :)
Sunday, February 12, 2006
Confession time!
And I haven really been someone to be ashamed of doing anything. I din really care abt being judged. ANd I got a bigger thing to tell too!! Hahaha..
Anyhow, I went for the audition for Ms Singapore Universe 2006! And friday was the results, and of cos I din get in. Cos I knew I so totally flunked it. The best part, I saw my Uni course mate there. She was the other gal in my freshman camp last time. And she was really alot prettier. I guess she more or less got in cos she was pretty and more interesting I guess. Those in SOC should know her. Her name's Ong Peiling.
Well, I totally flunked my audition cos I couldn't speak properly, was nervous and cold at the same time so my voice was quivering. And I so totally spoke SO fast! EVen I din noe what I was saying. I spoke alot better when I was in sch. I handled interviews alot better when I was going for job interviews. Somehow, things have changed! I was SO not prepared! I mean not really sure if others were, but I knew what went wrong then. I din prepare myself mentally... Oh well, giving myself another chance next yr hahaha... Can try till i'm 27 u know hahaha.. Then again, that's provided I will be free next yr.. Shall better prep myself mentally.
And now I am bugged by this question, which not only auditions ask, I'm sure interviewers like to ask too. "PLease tell us about urself."
A innocent but very difficult question. For me at least. And I'm still trying to find a suitable answer for that. I mean to apply to myself...
Ok, now that's off my chest, time to move on to something else.
Finally finished season 5 like in record time! And I jus cant get enough of CSI man!! AHHH!! they are jus ALL so good!!! Cant wait for season 6!
ANd today, being the 13th month Steffan and I have been together, we decided to watch a chinese play at esplanade! It was really one strange experience!! I think both of us felt really out of place. And at the beginning of the show, I would just like to say, I haven heard such silence before! It was SO SO quiet!! We went to the theatre studio, which is a realy small place for 160 pple, and we were on the same level as the performers. So there was no microphone etc. But it was an experience. I wonder what it would be like to watch a musical. I'm sure it will be great. Maybe we'll do it once a month. SHould be quite cool.
Now, I'm waiting for the SIA recruitment for cabin crew. WOndering if I should really do it.. Heard the interview is tough. And the job aint as good as it is... I'm looking at the cabin crew executive part, which there is a promise that they will put u in other depts after a certain period of flying duties. Sounds alot better den jus being an air-stewardess all your life. Den again, I ask myself if that is really what I want to do... guess i should try as much as I like huh.
Alright, think that is all. Eveyrthing;s out now.
But hey, I would be interested to know what u guys think abt the question.
"Tell me about yourself". I mean what do u actually say? Other then ur job, ur name, age, hobbies....
Friday, February 10, 2006
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
Its over..
I feel I so totally failed it. The weird feeling in your stomach when u leave your oral exam, knowing that what you just said was totally crap... And seeing everyone else seems to do alot better then me, the feeling just sank it. I know I did the worse. Even saw my fren, and she's really the material for it lo. Even I feel it, so I know I don't have much hope liao. Sigh..
I'm sure many out there still don't know what exactly I am talking about since I havent written about it at all. Will, shall wait for friday to decide if I really want to write about it. If I'm successful, everyone reading my blog will definately know what it is. But looking at it, hahaha sorry ah.. I not purposely one jus no mood.. sorry..
haha now still on csi season 5 to take away de depression haha
Monday, February 06, 2006
Having a standstill in my life, where I cannot do anything until some things are confirmed. I dun put my hopes too high, but before I want to plan anything else, something's gotta be confirmed first.
Up to neck at work.. One more week of busi-ness and I may be able to relax a little liao.. I hope..
5.5 day work week.. Sian...
Saturday, February 04, 2006
Happy Birthday!
Spent the day at many places, as a group of us went on house visits to each other's place. My place was left out cos my parents were both not home.. Nobody to give ang bao.
Oh, got csi season 5! Which means I can watch! Yippee!! But A just told me that they are missing the last 2 episodes.. Sad leh.. Cos the last episode was the one about Nick being kidnapped and trapped in a box underground. And the box was infested with bugs biting him. And he became a bit mental especially to bugs. Like after 5 seasons, there's finally some change in his character. In a very psychotic kinda way. The change appears in the 6th season though.
New year catching up have been good! And we actually have a KTV session planned! Yipppee!! heehee... Looking so forward to it.
Ok start of season 5!
Thursday, February 02, 2006
Making plans making plans!
Checked out the rates and stuff. Now I just gotta wait for my significant other to be free to join me in my expeditions heehee...
Looking forward to NTU holidays.
Time and tide waits for no man
Stayed till late today, but was more motivated to work as more work was coming in. The change in the work also made me more motivated but still sian..
Looks like I will be staying in office late these few days. Gone are the days of slackin... Sianzz..
Having quite a few activities coming up these few days heh heh.. Quite cool.. Not sure if I can take it leh.. Shall have to do my best to finish my stuff.
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
Slacking.. Cant work...
I thought I was falling sick too.. cos i kept sneezing this morning. But truth is, I was jus having a bad case of sensitive nose. Think the air con too cold, and its been some time since I was in an air conditioned room so the effects are coming back. Or the positive way of looking at it is that I've lost more fats! Hahaha... if only..
Sunday was an action-packed day! Went swimming in the morning, den met to do gym, den met Steffan's fren and gf for dinner and to go see the Ang Pao river near the padang. We spent like a long time walking ard sia! And I worked out my lower body in the gym that day.. AHHH.. I could feel that my legs were slowly becoming detached from my body. Kinda like feel them going numb. Haha.. that statement was weird, but I don't know how else I can phrase it leh.. Anyhow, job hunt is still on, considering doing part time tram guide for nite safari.. But means that my weekend nites would be burnt... Not really sure if I wan to do it...
My action-packed hormones are back again! Especially after A commented i have become really fair, and after much investigation and comparison, I really become this steamed chicken like thingy! Ahh!! Panic! So, volunteered t o want go swimming even though I have to wake up really early on the last day of Holiday. There was a great sun, but my skin din seem to respond well to it.. Steffan turned a shade darker, but I still look the same. WOnder what is happening.
So now I'm having thoughts to learn inline skating (again), go scuba diving (again), learn kayaking (again), golf and many other sports la. Now the problem will be $$ and company lo... Feeling quite sad to go alone. Not that I wont want to, but if the class is very far, its very demoralising to go alone. Not to mention the cost I will have to incur. Which means I will have to stick to my job now to finance my expenditure haha.. Darn...
Shall have to save up more...
Also, I'm currently committed to something else now. So i have gotta wait for the selection to see how things goes... The main goal now is to lose weight! Ok not actually weight, just lose the inches off my tummy. My target is back to 27. Now its on a 29.. demoralised.. but I'm sure i can get it back! Of course, if I can get it further down, it will be better la.
More cardio, jogging, swimming stuff for me lo.
But if anybody would like to join any sports, feel free to buzz me! I'm game to try anything. Even my zodiac predictions for the new year suggests that I do more outdoor sports for better health..
Having a bad attitude at work now. Especially when boss is not ard. My responsibilities have really lessened to a certain extend. I guess its cos there are less projects, and during the holiday season, everyone was very slacked. But now i'm beginning to feel the slowness ard, and in me la. Slack at every chance, not doing much work. Procrastinating as much as I can, not taking much initiative.. Arghh.. Its either withdrawal symptoms from holiday or I'm just sick of working. Mebbe jus not enuf slp also la haha..
Thinking of going back to RP after browsing at the many jobs out there. Have alot of things I want to do. Been thinking and thinking, but I'm not taking any action yet cos I'm committed to something. And I'll have to wait till at least 2 weeks from now before I can make other plans.
There are many things to be done in Feb as well.. Oh well, I'm totally so slipping in my work. Totally not motivated... another 45 mins to knock off. And I spent like the past at least 15 mins blogging haha..
Feeling so tired.. Couldnt even pick myself up to do a manicure. Time is so precious without having to waste it at work. And its always the same shit at work.
I hope i get something more interesting and life long... But for me to do that, I gotta pin-point what is the field and area I want to go into. And before I finally decide on that, I still have my above mentioned commitment haha.. Looks like I will be stuck at my job for at least the next 2 months or so... How come I dun have IA student of new colleague to help me...
Yawnzz... Office still as quiet.. ok la. Shall look for things to do.. Or shall jus surf the web.
Monday, January 30, 2006
Sleepy New year
Losing track of the exact day heh heh.. But really love this long break! But its passing so fast.
Shall make the best of it!
Saturday, January 28, 2006
Wah new year coming!!!
Done my part of the yu sheng heh heh.. All time activity. Got my off too heehee.. Now waiting to see if got time n place to catch a movie heehee.. Mebbe if cant Steffan anf I can stay home play monopoly or cluedo heehee..
What a great day heehee... Cant help grinning heee.
^_^
Thursday, January 26, 2006
On job search...
A's got a lobang for me. Same pay, but easier job. One problem, its at chai chee hahaha.. Mostly admin stuff lo heh heh.. Not too bad lo. Jus that its too far.. And I will be leaving the IT line... Many pple are toking to me about going into banking. It seems like everybody is going into it to escape being in IT i mean really cannot stay in IT too long unless u're very interested and keen. But I dun really wan to totally waste my degree and stuff. I still have a few options, like going into teaching, and doing customer service,events planning or doing some HR stuff... Still some time for me to finally decide. Of course if possible, I wouldn't want to waste the time, but I guess it takes time to find something you will really like to do. I'm a person that is quite hard to please. Cause I get tired easily. And not to mention I get bored. THe thing I like about teaching is the diverse things that one can do when teaching. U don't jus teach, but you also plan for activities in school, interact with the students, CCA stuff. And there is still IT to consider..
I think I am discouraged by IT because everything that I know have been used up. And the things that boss wants me to do I cant seem to do it so well anymore... And that's why I cant make it for IT. And since the place I am in is already not IT intensive enough, I dun think I can realy make it in the real IT kinda world. I will definately have a very hard time. Oh well, I'm now still in the middle of deciding wat's my next step.. guess I will take my time, spend a few more months thinking seriously about it, mebbe wait till the things are going underway or when I find something better b4 I decide to go heh heh.. Not in a hurry yet. Still need the money to fund my expenses eh..
Back on the happy tree friends streak hahaha.. Its so morbid can.. But den its just amazing how they can come up with all these things haha..
Wah Steffan jus came to my house to help me with something that is due soon.. So touched.... He was so tired but he still come over to get things to help me do. Den he have to walk home on his own... So poor thing.. Thanks so much!
Sunday, January 22, 2006
So I guess its IT plus havin to stay in office whole day.. and did I mention mebbe its the stuffy SICC? Argh.. I dun think I can wait for one yr. If I can find something else, den i should go liao.
The place have totally no advancement opportunity or anything la. I really sian liao.. Haizz..
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
Bored with work
LOOK FOR NEW JOB is the new slogan for me. Feeling really sian at work nowadays. Find that the things I have been doing are getting more or less similar, and I am now a jack of all trades, but master of none. And realised that i nv really learn anything new liao.. THink I need a new place. And gettign really bored with the way the place works. Its a bit too confined lo. All time office kinda thing.
Having some choices in my mind, but I'm not sure wat it is that I really want to do yet. And even if I will be staying in the IT line. Its getting really boring. Even if I learn more stuff on IT, they dun seem to interest me. I kinda miss interacting with pple. And having the luxury of NOT worrying about my work after I leave the workplace.
But must say that I really need the salary to pay my bills lo. So before I really get something, I dun think I should be doing anything rash. Shall not hint to boss too. But I did mention it to a few pple la. Like Geek and Chris and Angela. But Angela herself is leaving liao so nothing much. After 10 yrs there and she can be so fed up and decide to leave. As for Chris, well she understands la. The place is too small for me. There isnt even a place for career advancment lo. As for Geek, I dun even care wat he thinks. But when I say he really super enthu la. Like keep asking me wat else I wan do and stuff like that. Can wait for me to leave hahaha.. Also good la. I cant wait also.
I think its enough la. I spend one yr and den go off.. Enough reason for me to give during my next interview. Although most prob alot of pple will thinki I'm job hopping but i think i wan try a new environment la. It can be frustrating when there is nobody to guide u when u're so lost.
Boss coming back liao! And there are stuff that are nit done yet la. I was quite worried a few days ago. But now I think I just cant be bothered. Especially when I have like half a mind wanting to leave liao. Been looking at the websites to look for new jobs. Anybody got stuff to recommend? Haha.. No MLM and insurance stuff please. I can stand at a cosmetic counter or in a LV shop and do sales, but not THAT type of sales la. I just not interested in it. Sigh... Work sux! Especially with my boss ard!
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
Saw an interesting shop at the pasar malam though. It's a stall that sells tibetian accessories. It even have the pictures of the owners at tibet. Alot of exotic necklaces and stuff. Some of the things are going at 4 for $10 only. Sounda rather unbelievable eh. Would have bought some if I knew how to match them and stuff..
Ah having a headache coming up liao...
Saturday, January 14, 2006
Done minimal work today, even though I had other things to do. But the things I do also not within my control one leh. Like chasing pple to fax me their signed copy and stuff. I managed to get 2 of them to respond la. Like finally.. But I think I still have like 2-3 more pple. Who jus refuse to co-operate. I really dun noe what to do when the trainng comes sia. They may jus simply dun wan to turn up lo. Inconsiderate pple. Just becos I small fry.
Having thoughts about changing jobs again. Cos yesterday HR just sent out an email asking for feedback on the dress-code in the club. They having super weird suggestions and if they wan me to bun my hair, den yeah time to move on... I din spend so much money to rebond my hair so I can bun it at work ya know. Some of the HR staff have started to bun up their hair liao. I think they have been psychoed into doing it, and hope to influence the other pple. Its failing terribly though.
Name for the survey is optional though. Think alot of pple will write alot of comments but dun give name. And one clause I cannot fathom is the following:
"8. No colored contact lens or tinted spectacles with colorful frames allowed"
so weird rite?! Means suppose to wear the glasses like army one ah.. cannot b ba... Well, they did say this is jus a survey. I hope there are many sane pple out there and not so much boot-lickers.
Gonna knock off liao yippee!!
Friday, January 13, 2006
Friday the 13th
Well, just now went to Steffan's house for dinner. Wah alot of pple leh!! So luan sia! Den the little kids all quite cute haha.. Den we were playing stupid games with his cousins haha.. Ok la they are very frenly pple. Just that in the beginning I was standing like a blockhead and getting in the way... Haizz.. But ok la. Slowly they get more used to me. Not too bad, they quite frenly with me after a while heehee..
The food was really not bad heehee.. I like. Yummy yummy. Den close to 11 den come back hee.. Jus hope I din leave too bad an impression.
Tml working again liao! Haizz.. Den for the next 2 weeks I wont have to come back liao!! Yeah! Chinese New Year is coming liao....
Thursday, January 12, 2006
Hee its the last few minutes before its one yr and one day heh heh..
Had a really BIG surprise today la.. Another one of Steffan's "brilliant" ideas. TOday was really special la heh heh.. Went to another place that it will be really long before I get to go again.
And its over at EQUINOX!!!! Learn about it here! Basically, there are alot of things in the equinox but we went to the restaurant for the western cuisine heheee.. Got the really close window seats heeheee..
Had a rack of lamb and tenderloin. Really nice leh. Although the serving wasnt very big, it was very rich. Even though it was medium, it did not have the lambie smell. It was jus rite! Steffan had the beef sirloin and braised cheek. That was the name in the menu. So we were wondering which cheek it was hahaha.. And when we tasted ot, it tasted like those braised beef in the food court. Just the sauce is alot better haha.. We had some australian scallop thingy for appetizer. That was not too bad. It had a very thai/vietnamnese style. Esp with the green mangoes, sweet chili and curry leaves as garnish. We also have a air-dried duck breast salad. That was also not too bad. In fact everything is VERY nice lo. Dun noe is the price or wat hahaha.. But i really like the main course. And given its taste and the price, its quite reasonable lo.
Desert was Chocolate Fantasy for 2! And it was like a mini chocolate buffet! Hahaha.. So many cakes and stuff made of chocolates!! But we got quite sick of it after sometime haha.. It was really a fine dinner.. And a great view too. As it was raining before we went to have dinner, the clouds started to form outside the window. And the whole place seems like its Genting leh!! Hahaha.. and we saw the transition of the CBD area from daytime to night time. Really nice. I have it in my hp shall see if I cna upload it here heh heh..
Steffan changed his phone again. Now its a motorola V3! Its really sleek, but of cos the functions are not as good as my one la hahahaha.. But the style's very dare! Haha.. He like can liao la.
Excited abt the big feast tml! But also worried la. Cos my flu is still there hope it wont spread to other pple. Also, all his relatives will be there lo.. so yeah.. Hope I dun off-form leh.. Later so paiseh. Den minus points..
Tml's another work day. Feeling a bit saturated leh.. And things at work havent been going well.. Haizz.. how come like that.. Feeling quite disappointed. ALso know everything cant go my way, but I was hoping it will get better ma.. I jus dun have to keep chasing pple and not meet so much things even in my own work. To make things worse, gotta be unwell. Jus hope I can get well by Chinese New Year leh. 27th is dept outing heh heh.. So by den if I'm ok den can liao. Jus dun wan spread my germs to others. Think Steffan is getting it a bit liao. He sneezed a few times jus now liao. Haha.. bad weather easy for everyone to fall sick.
Better for me slp soon.
2 more mins to 1yr and 1 day! Heeheee
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
Ha had another training session today so get to come home early.. Having symptoms of flu again.. Haizz.. Shall have to rest early liao.
Well, tml is the day Steffan and I have been together for 1 yr!! Wah time really flies leh.. It feels like yesterday we jus met...
And for him, he got a crumpler bag for the one yr, while I got a pair of earrings heehee.. So now the crumpler bag is his everyday bag he brings to sch. While the earrings, I'm still saving for the chinese new year so I will wear it den hee hee..
All ready for new yr now. Have new bag for work, new clothes, new pants, oh yeah... missing out on new shoes though.. Hmm wondering wat I should get.. Hmm...
Oh and I got a surprise yesterday!! Steffan bought me the SHE CD!! Really liked the song after hearing them sing on the Sunday's charity show. The strange thing is, they actually sound alot better LIVE!! I thought its usually the other way round.
Steffan and I are trying to be artistic haha. We wan catch something at Esplanade, so we know wat its like in there. THinking of watching one of the shows from de Huayi Festival. THe one I'm eyeing is a suspense story. But of cos its in chinese la. And mebbe Steffan and I can watch it on our 13th month anniversary heh heh..
This friday is reunion at his place.. Means that his aunts and uncles etc will be having dinner at his place. And his mum ask me go!!! And I cant find a good enuf excuse!! So yeah... Sigh..
Boss is in reservist now! Heh heh.. I wonder if we will go back at 530 everytime. And means that there shouldn't b additional work on my side at least. Argh.. Did some "spring-cleaning" on my face too heh heh.. wanted to go for manicure since I ended early.. but was feeling to tired. Mebbe when it gets nearer New year den go do. Since I also dun really know how to take care haha..
Its back to work tml again. To my normal work life that is. Yawnz.. Shall have an ealry nite. Steffan's gonna join the NTU Lifeguards so today got some swimming test or something heh.. Wish him all the luck.
Monday, January 09, 2006
You are 71% Rational, 28% Extroverted, 57% Brutal, and 28% Arrogant.
You are the Spiteful Loner, the personality type that is most likely to go on a shooting rampage. You are a rational person and tend to hold emotions in very low-esteem; not only that, but you are also rather introverted, meaning you probably bury any emotions you feel deep inside yourself. Combine these traits with your hatred of others and your brutality, and it seems that you would be quite likely to shoot innocent people in a rampage. Not only that, but you are also a very humble person--not a braggart at all--meaning you could possibly have low-self esteem. This is only yet one more incentive to go on a shooting rampage, because you wouldn't care if you died as a result. Granted, you probably haven't gone on a shooting rampage and probably never will, but all the motivations are there. In conclusion, your personality is defective because you are too introverted, brutal, insecure, and rather unemotional. No wonder no one hangs around you, you morbid, cold-hearted freak!
To put it less negatively:
1. You are more RATIONAL than intuitive.
2. You are more INTROVERTED than extroverted.
3. You are more BRUTAL than gentle.
4. You are more HUMBLE than arrogant.
Compatibility:
Your exact opposite is the Televangelist.
Other personalities you would probably get along with are the Capitalist Pig, the Smartass, and the Sociopath.
If you scored near fifty percent for a certain trait (42%-58%), you could very well go either way. For example, someone with 42% Extroversion is slightly leaning towards being an introvert, but is close enough to being an extrovert to be classified that way as well. Below is a list of the other personality types so that you can determine which other possible categories you may fill if you scored near fifty percent for certain traits.
The other personality types:
The Emo Kid: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.
The Starving Artist: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.
The Bitch-Slap: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.
The Brute: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.
The Hippie: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.
The Televangelist: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.
The Schoolyard Bully: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.
The Class Clown: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.
The Robot: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.
The Haughty Intellectual: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.
The Spiteful Loner: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.
The Sociopath: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.
The Hand-Raiser: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.
The Braggart: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.
The Capitalist Pig: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.
The Smartass: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.
If you like good humor, be sure to take my girlfriend's Mullet Test, because it is much more awesome than this test.
My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
You scored higher than 79% on Rationality
You scored higher than 22% on Extroversion
You scored higher than 68% on Brutality
You scored higher than 19% on Arrogance
Link: The Personality Defect Test written by saint_gasoline on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test
Sunday, January 08, 2006
Anyway, I've been up for 18 hrs now.
Woke up for my morning duty on a Saturday I was not scheduled to work! Anyhow, boss agreed let me off on Chinese New Year Eve! Heh heh... But den he only say say only leh. Scared he forget but i write in the calender liao. Heehee... Boss going reservist liao!! Chris and I are feeling really lost. Cos without him, all the trouble that Geek get into nobody will solve liao... Den nobody can answer also. Think Margaret cannot make it. She not the type of boss Gary is... Haizz..
And den during boss's reservist, there will be 3 days Margaret will not be ard. So under the table, Siew Yin is in charge. But if there are meetings and things like that, I gotta attend. Y me?! Y cannot ask Chris to go?! She more senior den me leh. Jus hope NOTHING happens. But anything still got Siew Yin to cover. And she more respected by the other staff also. THink they will look for her most of the time anyway.
Anyhow, morning duty this morning was ok la. Nothing much. Had dinner with Steffan's mum den came home.
Started reading the book of Fight Club which Steffan borrowed from the library a few days ago. And finally finished reading it today. THInk its really not bad ans Steffan and I are talking fight club haha..
Aunt's not back yet.. hmm.. dun noe where she go... Yawnzz... Its 19hrs and 30mins I've been awake.. need slp..
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
And jus now when I online he come tok to me. Ask me abt course. Bleargh.
Monday, January 02, 2006
Wah I am all ready for my new look at work now heh heh.. But den will only start after Chinese New Year! Think I wan go the lion dance thingy this Chinese New Year. Been too long liao. ALso wan take my ang baos leh hahaha.. But den have to see if got pple wan go with me.
Tml back to work liao.. Sianz...
Havent even finished packing my room even haha.. Only packed a few things only so oh well... have to finish up faster before chinese new year.
Countdown to 1 yr anniversary - 10days
Countdown to Chinese New Year - 27days (i think)
Sunday, January 01, 2006
Welcoming a brand new year!
Heehee... Watched the wars of the worlds DVD in the afternoon, then went to meet Steffan's mum for dinner. My treat ma.. Cos once in a while once la. Den came to my house to wait for my dad to bring us go watch fireworks. We were rather lucky that when the fireworks started, we were on the Sheares Bridge sia. Or we would have missed the diplay liao. But I think those pple behind us must have been very disappointed. Cos they can only hear the sound and cannot see the display heehee..
And Steffan was in the car with us! hee.. My brother went with his frens to watch the fireworks though. So ok la. Not too bad. Wanted to go to the Singapore River to see the lights display thingy one. But den the TP were there and they redirected the traffic to go other place. SO cannot see. Mebbe other day den see.
Got a few greetings from a few pple. But den hor, strangely all these pple I dun have their number one leh Hahah.. in other words I dun even noe who they are lo. Den also paiseh to ask. But mebbe la haha.. I will have to find out who those pple are ha.. And how come I din bother to keep their number. But when we were on the Sheares Bridge, the network was actually jammed and cannot send out the smses. Cant even make phone calls.
Wah finally new year come liao. But not much special feeling cos I still like Chinese new year the best! Jus that there are alot of nice shows on channel 5 today.
Oh went to watch Chronicles of Narnia and it IS now one of my favourite shows! The effect is really good sia. And I really really love it man. Its really like fantasy come true... Next on my show list will be Wallace and Gromit heh hehe.. I want to see the Madagascar Peguins trailer also haha.. Must be really good.. ANd next willl have to be Memoirs of a Geisha! That's gotta be like really the next hit. But I think by watching the trailer I like the scenery enough liao.
I start off my new yr with very little time spent in the office leh. On the 3rd I got a training to go to, so wont be in office. After which it is likely that I will have another training on the 5th and 6th. But quite dumb, I got a morning duty on a Saturday that I dun work. But ok la. THinking of negotiating for me to work that week and mebbe get the CNY eve saturday off ha. But den I think its tough la. Will seem so unfair to others or something. We'll see how things goes ba..
Hee.. Hope I can start off my new year on the right foot! Once again, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
"I can't get mad at you for hurting me over and over again, cos over and over again I let you"
Sometimes its just so frustrating. But when the occassion strucks, the worry streak will occur again, and I will start again. Then the whole vicious cycle will jus start.
I WOULD have to stop worrying... That could be my new year resolution... among many others.
Monday, December 26, 2005
After the long weekend
And so fast the long weekend is over liao.. Sad.. Really miss the times in sch where the whole 2months is holiday...
Tml gotta work liao leh.. So sian man... Dun noe how i managed to survive the past few months and the future months to come leh.. Ha that's the problem with taking a break. For most pple's it will allow them to go further the next time. For me, I jus get lazier haha.. Must be rest not enough. Been shopping shopping and buying things heh heh.. I'm so ready for the new year! thinking if I should be doing a jigsaw puzzle, but the storage space is giving me problems.
Suppose to be cleaning up my room this afternoon. But ended up planning the timetable for Steffan and jus watching tv heh heh... And now that its getting late, I should be tucking in soon for there's work tml. But the room is really messy leh. And dun noe when I will have the time to clean up also. Ok shall go while I wait for Steffan to return from his run.
Finally embarking on my fitness journey. My private personal trainer aka Steffan has drafted a program out for me, which I have to stick to lo.. So ok la. hehe heh.. Using that as a guide and hopefully by chinese new year I will have a rather satisfied body heh..
OK time to pack my room! And have a full display of what I have bought heehee.. Start on the clothes first.
Sunday, December 25, 2005
Friday, December 23, 2005
It was a great session. Been long time since went out liao. Now I noe the name of the 2 Hokkien songs I really like heehee.. And Des jus added a new perspective to the Lin Jun Jie song "dong jie".
There's another song, but I dun noe the original song so mebbe I will have to listen it first. Most prob I will have it in my mini heh..
Wah having long weekend soon! So happy! Finally time to slp in, do a bit of my own things and just not think about work.
Got a grade B for my performance heehee.. Quite happy I mean its a high score, but there's really room for improvement lo.. Den again it seems like its really easy to slip down also.. So yeah a bit pressured also.
TOday Steffan waited for me while I went for my KTV session at hougang heh heh.. Den he got lost when he came out from the MRT. Lucky today Des drive den she drove us back. If not i think we would have taken very long to reach home. Thanks babe! But Steffan still very poor thing... waited till late so he could pass me the xmas pressie for Des heh... U're the BEST!
Heh.. he's so good. Gotta commend him wor.. Especially since he has been so great for the past 11months plus. Going into our first yr soon, and things seem to be going well heh.. Jus hope everything stays that way.
Year end's coming time to go down to the temple again liao. And go during new yr too. Everything's been rather great in my life. I wonder if its cos I'm optimistic, or I'm just plain lucky. I jus hope I have a really great life. Really appreciate everything in my life now.
Looking forward to next KTV session heh heh...
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
Work on Saturday was another crash course on the Point-Of-Sales system. Haiz... Evyr Saturday will always have happening things one... Dun noe wan feel lucky or sad sia..
Monday was rather screwed up. Almost screwed up the training I was suppose to prepare but ok la. Managed to get things to work... Jus that it started a bit late la. But overall I think it was quite ok. Got it over and spent my day learning about the program.
Tues was ok. I got to stay in office and do my own stuff though not alot. Kept having roll back on my kiosk thingy even though I am sure the file is correct. So i had to keep walking up and down the stairway since the mock-up in de office is NOT working thks to Geek. But it passed very fast.
TOday jus stayed a little later in office. Had wanted to go gym, when I realised I din bring my padlock to lock the locker. So was having 2nd thoughts about it. Finally stayed in office to do work, and went to meet Steffan. Only then did Steffan remind me that I did not bring my workout shoes as well! Lucky I din go haha.. So blur sia.. Din even realise I din bring the shoes heh heh..
Went to the new makansutra place to eat. Its the hawker fare like thingy at Esplanade area. Ok la the things are supposedly those from the Orchard hawker last tiem one. So the pricing is also like food court even though the place is open air. The food's ok, but I still prefer Toa Payoh Lor 5 BBQ chicken wings heh heh..
Suppose to finish up my part of website revamp by the end of the week. But I'm covering for Margaret who's on leave now... Wah many many things leh.. Anyhow, she will be back next week so I can proceed with my things.. Sigh..
Tml's KTV nite! WHEE!! Heh heh.. Been toking abt it so long and finally found the place with the members' offer thingy. Found a new place too, b-Box at Toa Payoh Safra. Its really alot cheaper, I guess the timing is about the same for after 7pm, but the price is like $10.90+++ with 2 drinks. Only thing is, havent been there so wont know what the ambience is like, how updated the songs are, and the service and stuff. So, mebbe someday I would get some adventourous pple with me to go there. ANy takers? Hahaha..
Long weekends are coming! Heh hehe.. Loooking forward to all these breaks. THink its time to clean up my room.. Jus need some time la. I'm in the mood for cleanup. Especially when I am having problems putting my things and looking for them haha. I jus had a really ridiculous conversation with Geek. Shall post the msn here.
desmond - hello, tell u something
Me - yeah?
desmond - my bike break down while i'm coming back from work
desmond - luckily no accident
desmond - i park my bike at AMK, near to MRT station
desmond - just reach home
Me - wah serious ah? den how u get home?
desmond - take bus
Me - oh.. den nv send repair?
desmond - i leave anote on my bike.. hopefully no fine
desmond - so late already so will do it tomorrow
desmond - by the way, tomorrow i will be going to work
Me - bkt or island?
Me - or u going island take cab to bukit?
desmond - i will take bus o bukit
desmond - back to island take taxi
desmond - need to wake up early tomorrow
Me - long long time once ok la
desmond - wo bike very troublesome
Me - matter of habit
Me - ba
Me - many pple also take publi transport to work
desmond - ya lor... hopefully i can repaired myself..
desmond - just now i dont have the tools, my chain was loose and got jammed
Me - okie
I have no idea wat this conversation is abt... Haizz.. N the main point he is trying to tell me is that he is going to work even though his bike broke down?! Someone pls enlighten me..
Friday, December 16, 2005
Got ur attention din I? Hahaha..
Not exactly suicidal suicidal thoughts la... Had to do the Key Performance indicator thingy, and some goals anc challenges thingy for the 6 months and 12 months. 6 Months plan was ok jus that 12 months had nothing acceptable for it. having problem projecting wat I can and will do for the next 12months lo. Better still. I still have to think of 6 key performance indicators...
Ok the suicidal thought is I feel like planning to join the Management Trainee Program, or try to make it one of my goal lo. It seems very ambitious lo.. So its like dun noe leh.. And I will be stuck there for like 2 yrs, and I will have to keep upgrading myself and stuff lo.. I dun noe if I can make it or not... Oh well time to do some serious thinking..
Chris will be on MC tml! And Angela coming in in the afternoon only! So left geek n I go for lunch.. wah piang.. I dun noe if I can take it lo.. I jus hope he dun tok to me tml. Sometimes I feel my character sucks.. I mean I really cant stand the way he work and interact with pple, but whenever he toks to me or something, I will use the very nice tone and tok to him lo.. And when he needs help I will help him even though I'm super irritated. Then I'll feel sorry for him when he like cannot finish his work..
Now I cant stand something which is he tries to make it look to the outside pple that he is being exploited by boss lo. When he is NOT!! Wah lau... Cannot take it lo. And there are pple out there who think he really very poor thing leh! I cant believe it la!
Chris, Angela and I have came to this conclusion that Geek is not stubborn. He is jus infelxible and brainless, period.
Haizz.. His story everyday nv ending one leh.. Oh my... Testing my patience liao. Jus happy that at least one more of my problem which is my IA student is like leaving. Phew..
Wah late liao. Time to slp. WOrking sat too..
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
well, a few things have been happening, and will be happening. Firstly, my IA student is FINALLY leaving!! I think I'm one of those rare supervisors who cant wait for my own IA student to leave bwahaha.. But I dun really have much work for him lo. ANd when he dun give me trouble I already very happy liao. 2 more days! Yippee!! Cant believe I helping him countdown more then him.
Secondly, tml's dept outing. Well, not exactly dept outing la. More like some staff welfare outing thingy, which the MARcom, Membership and us are going. Boss will not be going though.. He super anti-social I thought heh.. Anyhow, if Chris is not going I think I would be weird going with Desmond..
And today in my rush to meet D n Y, I actually forgot abt one part of my work and left the office liao. Wah piang lucky my colleague reminded me and den I told boss about it.. Tml first thing in the morning will have to do it liao.
On the road to recovery now.. Strangely on my own. THink its cos of my sudden increased intake of fruits and water hahaha.. managed to keep the bug under control.
On yeah, gonna be moved around in the office soon heh heh..
Wow late liao.. Got my first xmas pressie today! Heh heh.. Wah really time for xmas shopping...
Sunday, December 11, 2005
I caught something..
Down with flu since yesterday.. Now I'm trying to ensure that it doesnt become full-blown influenze or something. One side of my nose is blocked, and I'm feeling really heaty, and dun noe wat else... Been taking flu tablets, and those drinks thingy but it hasnt worked.. ARGH!!
Went for a one day temple trip today even though I not feeling so good.. The symptons are in control, but my body is reacting differently.. ARGH.. I hate being sick make me unable to think leh.
Jus had a short counselling with Geek... Jus hope it helped la. Time to slp off my flu bug.. :(
I hate being a sickee..
Thursday, December 08, 2005
Had to do a Key Performance Indicator write up, a Strength and Weakness and a short thingy for the goals and challenges in the coming 6 months and the next 12 months.
I think I will have to start working like really late in office soon so that I wont be too far off the deadline. Else this may not look so good on my performance grading thing leh.
Of cos there are more and more things for me to do la.. With the new membership card coming in, the new club system, new website, den gotta learn the MDS thingy wah... Ok i better finish up some things fast.. and REAL fast..
Looks like more late nights liao.. And so time to stock up more snacks hahaha..
Finally got some photo albums to put my photos in. So later will be doing that. Wah hungry liao. Shall go eat den make my albums heehee.. Watch my CSI Season 1 too ha. See how young Grissom was haha..
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
Got cheated!
Ha jus managed to complete the Hapland thingy from Ms Huang. Used the walkthrough cos I am really like lost as to wat to do.
Jus bought a bunch of CD-Rs but din get the CD sleeves.. I feel like an I-D-I-O-T. Haiz.. TMl will have to get them somewhere.
I'm noe like counting down for my IA student. Cos I really cant wait to let him go! So he wont give me anymore trouble. ARGH.. Maybe I'm jus not good with handling pple who are not interested.. I jus cant be like boss who jus keeps trying. Of cos I do try my best to help him as much as I can lo.. But den that's provided he allow pple to help. Chris is still optimistic, but I totally give up liao. Maybe he is sent to me to allow me to help others and get used to it.
I really start to wonder how boss can keep helping Geek over and over and over again, with all the counsuelling and advicing and watsnot. I think boss is going to drop him soon.. Maybe when our new colleague comes. Especially when he is not improving fast enough. I jus hope he bucks up real soon. He seems to be like a changed person, trying to change kinda thing. I jus hope its not a short term thingy..
Angela's leaving soon.. Her plan is to tender after the new year, and finally leave in Feb. So good rite.. Sad too, since its like everybody is leaving, and our lunch circle seems to be getting smaller and smaller. Maybe next time I will end up having lunch in the office.. ALONE.... AHH!!! *freaked out by own terrifying thought*
Ok cannot think so much. Dun freak myself out..
Bedtime. Tml dun noe have wat for work liao.. Sigh.
Sunday, December 04, 2005
Of meet ups
But now I feel weird.. I think its cos of the heat this morning. Woke up at abt 9+ to go down to City Hall to give Steffan moral support for his full marathon. Heehee.. wanted to take a picture of him crossing the finishing line, but I actually missed him when he went past the finishing line. So diao k... Den after that I went for lunch buffet with my family, while he went to work. Den at 2+, came home, slept, till 5+ and went back down to Funan there to pick Steffan up from work. Den we came back to tpy together, and I went to meet my frens while he went back to rest lo.
Now both of us are feeling weird.. Like fever like that.. Think cos too heaty ba. Jus down some ice.. hope it helps... But I wan to watch the vampire show leh.. Oh no.. think i better go slp else tml I'm gonna suffer very badly liao..
Saturday, December 03, 2005
New found love!
I jus like love it SO much! ARGHH.... But i feel so contented after drinking it. High leh.. Heehee. *Addicted* Everybody go try!! Heehee..
Tml's the marathon liao. But I cannot go support Steffan.. Cos tml's my brother's bday too. And the family's going for buffet lunch. Sad.. But ok la. He has his camp frens to accompany him. But the sad thing is that he has to work even after the marathon. I think the boss is really bad lo... After 42km of run den still ask pple to work. Evil rite... Den have to stand leh. Cannot sit some more.. Should be more supportive ma.. Oh well.. For money... Sigh..
Oh, boss got new colleague liao! Wah so cool! But den he'll only b joining us in Feb. Chris and I are speculating if he will be like Geek hahaha... :P But I dun think so la. He sounds quite qualified. With him joining, we will have new job scopes! Yeah! And I work with Chris! Heng sia. ANd our new colleague works with Geek.. Hope he can take it..
GM's resigned too. Most of us think cos he cannot make it liao. Seems like his support has collapsed liao. So there will be restructuring again soon, but wont affect us, meaning my level la. Guess its the management and managerial level ba. Mood at the club seems better, and GM have been keeping on a lower profile.
Wow, its marathon tml. Steffan's aslp liao. TMl I will be going to take him finishing the run heehee... Time for early bedtime..
Friday, December 02, 2005
Long days..
TOday came home late cos went gym. Went for my first yoga class today and I think it was quite traumatising cos the instructor was like talking very fast, and he din really demo for us. So I was quite lost and din noe what he was doing. But ok la got some really experienced pple and so I jus follow them. Ended gym at abt 10+, bathed and stuff, den had dinner, b4 Steffan sent me home. So in the end he went back even later. He just reached home like 15 mins ago.. And he hasnt bathed and he's gotta work tml! Wa xiong leh..
And I also gotta work tml. Saturday also.. Sianzz.. I'm back to being panda liao.. :( Must find more time to slp.
Ok jus dropped by a while to update a bit. Tml when I can really think more den I shall blog more.
I kinda miss Malaysia.. argh.. all the cheap things hahaha.. Or mebbe its the holiday feeling, of not doing work and stuff..
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
Haven been that hardworking. Will be starting to work late soon liao. Since the year end is coming and more things have to be cleared. More responsibilities for myself too. ARGH..
I still waiting for the shifu den boss promised me he will employ leh.. But den he so fussy think its tough for him to find one lo. And even if he did, I jus hope the person wont turn out to be like Geek!
Had a really bad episode a few days ago. If I remember correctly, it should be last Thursday. Well, it started with the boss asking him to do an inventory on the license of the programs we have in the computers, the different type of computers, monitors, printers etc basically an inventory on EVERYTHING our dept is in charge of in the club la. He was given I think 2 months, cant really remember, but it was before the previous time he went to reservist to find out abt the thing, and also do a report on it.
But somehow he managed to drag and drag, kept giving boss empty promises, and even told him he would finish by Wed. And heard he stayed till 12 at the office and submit the report to the boss. Only to be rejected by the boss, asking him to redo. So bo bian have to redo lo. Den end up do on Thursday morning. And still cannot finish. So he had to open his mouth to ask e for help lo. So I put everything aside and help him la. And I managed to finish it in 30 mins. So he asked me help another thing, and I agreed. For that, I took a longer time but he was rushing me liao. And I was wondering why when he msged me that I had to help him finish it soon so that he can pass it to boss. Otherwise, he could be sacked. I was quite shocked that boss actually gave such a threat. So I tried to help him la. And finally when we were done, he had difficulty printing the thing lo. Dun noe wat settings he put on the excel spreadsheet that causes thsi 5+ inch spacing on the rite side of the page, causing the pages he print to end up aligning to the left side, and the tables and words become very small regardless of the font size.
And the clock was ticking! So no choice ugly also have to submit. But the thing is that boss have to use the document and show it to members one lo. And it was so tiny that I can only see pixels la. Cannot even make out the word. But it was too late liao ma. So I jus told him to show the end product to the boss, while Chris and I help him to solve his printing problem la. And we were upstairs, when Chris saw his margins were all over the place, he uses a textbox in a excel spreadsheet to put his headers, no wonder all his alignment haywire so all the thing all print out weird lo.. Haizz.. den when we found out his problem, and printed the thing out, the boss din wan to use it. I think he was asked to redo the thing again..
Can die of heart attack becos of him leh... Cos so scared will get him in trouble lo. But in the end he like ok liao, and he came back to work. Think boss gave him a 2nd chance liao.
THink the tolerance of everone towards him is reaching the limit liao. Chris is obviously ignoring him, boss is trying his best not to tok to him other then abt work sometimes its so sad. But sometimes u cant help but think he deserves it... I jus hope someone new comes soon den there will b a distraction.
Darn he takes up like alot of my blog space. Alright, shall tok abt MYSELF!
Well, I have been busy learning to cover the duties of others while they are on leave! Ha how's that? Learnt how to add new things to the point-of-sales system so that the different food outlets can change their menu and find the item on the cashier screen. Jus had a training today about how to manage the new website, and I was TOTALLY lost! Will be attending the 1st training for HR for the new club system. Stress, currently co-ordinating it.
Was suppose to implement some online feedback thing and I really have no idea how it was to be done. But i did read up on it, learnt a bit about stored procedure but it still din work. So told him and i guess he managed to tell somebody to do it. And I have to tell them how to do it.. Dun noe wat he mean. See how first ba. Getting up the flowchart first.
Jus finished trying to incorporate a htm which is mostly vbscript, to the asp. ANd the challenge lies in the fact that the vbscript doesnt have any documentation, i dun noe wat its suppose to do, and the 2 files are done by 2 different vendors! Can die la. But i managed to get it in, jus need the data to see if REALLy works.. I hope it does.. Many things piling up. Chris gonna teach me abt MDS soon.. And I dun noe wat other things they wan teach me la. But can really faint frm all the work.
Where's my new colleague?! Sigh..
Great weather for bed.. AFter CSI Miami..
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
And now I am here slacking cos I'm feeling relaly tired, and I'm jus here waiting for the shuttle bus. Super tired leh. ANd the weather is reallt good for resting. My raccoon eyes are back again liao.
Still haven fix up my photos frm the trip and mum's bugging me about it. GOtta get it done fast.
Now back at home, waiting for my photo editor tool to be downloaded.
Work been piling up. Not that I haven been doing any, but it just gets more.. Now got another NEW project, which I have to decide in 3 days if I can get it done.
I do like it when the boss trust me in a professional sense, by letting me try out and come up with a proposal on how somethings should be done and how it should be done. But the sad thing is when I dun noe how to do it. i may suggest like how other pple do it, but I am not the one who can implement it since I dun have the know-how. ALot of pple will be clearing leave as the year end approaches. And since I'm the one without any outstanding leave, I would be the one mostly at office la. ANd since boss cant really clear all leave.. Oh and there's geek too. Seems like I will be the only one picking up phone calls liao..
New yr's coming soon.. Suddenly feel that time have been flying past me and I have not much recollection of the past few months after graduation. Everything jus like breezed through and nothing left much of an impression.
Sometimes I jus hate new year cos it reminds me how fast time flies through. Then again, new year means a new beginning rite. Wat contradiction argh.. OK dun think liao.
Tml's pilates day again. Havent been slping early nowadays shall slp now. Yawnz yawnz
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
BACK!
Had real fun sia. Din have to spend alot but had a really great time relaxing.
Den today have to go to work almost din wan wake up sia.
The trip got alot of funny things happen sia! But now i would have to sort out the photographs, and write out the sequence of things that happen. Hope I wont forget too much of it sia.
Like all the temple visiting and all the amazing scenery. If only can stay longer sia. Even though the whole bus was mostly made of uncles and aunties, it was still quite happening.
And i was not the youngest! Haha.. there was this other gal who was below 16 I think. She looked really young, went on the trip with her parents i think. They were really close cos everytime she would hold the dad's or mum's arms.
Hee looking forward to developing my photographs! Hehee..
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
Feeling happy..
Weekend's been rather sucky, cos I spent quite sometime transferring the data and thus hogging Steffan's iBook until Sunday near midnight when I finally returned to it. Really like to thank him heh. Cos managed to make a good impression with boss also.
Boss came is asking me abt the harddisk even b4 he sat down. So ok la. Not too bad la heh heh.. Another mission accomplished, points score! Now I've got the big headache of chasing pple for their feedback for the project haizz..
Well, my IA FINALLY turned up for work. I think this would have to be the most unlucky day of his life. Firstly, he came in telling me he lost his October punch card. Then, he kena scolded by boss lo. FOr the many many many MCs he took. And his attitude and stuff la. So well, think the boy super sad. Den finally we found the punch card. Apparently the payroll person waited very long for his card, so she decided to take it on her own. So not too bad la. At least something went well for him.
Next was my surprise meeting. I was surprised when I saw the vendor appear at the office. So I called Margaret lo. And she told me there was a meeting which, I wasn't informed of. I guess cause I was not involved in the first place.
Den ok, I went to open the meeting room door, and so the vendor sat there la. I asked if he needed the projector, and he told me it would be good to have. So I went scounting for the projector. It had always been in the IT office, but this time it wasnt there!
So I called Margaret to ask if the projector was downstairs but she said it wasnt and it should be with Maintenance since Desmond passed it to them. So I called Desmond, he confirmed it was with them, and so I called maintenance to only be informed that they were busy bringing the SCDF pple ard the club to test the fire alarm. But I told them we have a meeting and needed the projector, so they quickly sent someone up to pass us the projector. When I finally set it up, the vendor told me say actually he dun really need it. Wah I almost wanted to strangle him there and then lo.
And Margaret asked me to call her only when everybody is ready for the meeting... Big shot sia. And when finally everyone is settled in, and I was back in my office getting ready to start on my work, Margaret called to ask me if I wanted to sit in. And she suggested I should go and sit in la. Since its related to some other modules that I was in charge of. So I became "involved" suddenly. And I was stuck there till 545 like that lo... From 10-5+ leh.. we just had break for lunch. And most of the time I was sitting there stoning lo. Cos they were always refering to details that were mentioned at some other meeting which I did not attend, since I was not REALLY involved in the first place lo.
OK la I wasted one working day sitting in the meeting room haha.. One down, 2 more to go haha.. Looking forward to the end of the week. :)
Friday, November 04, 2005
SUPER not motivated!
Well, feeling really tired after my mee siam. And just don't feel like doing anything.
Even though my voting thingy is still very incomplete, I'm still not motivated enough to do anything about it. Just feel like slacking and not doing anything. But that would not do me any good.. Cos den I would not have anything to write on my weekly status report.
Tml I'll be working too. But tml's job been decided for me. I would be at the Marcom dept transfering data from CDs into a harddisk. And each disk will take about an hour to transfer lo!
Jus came up with a plan to take back and use Steffans iBook to burn. Surely will be alot faster den what they are using now. And also I wont have to be stuck in the other dept like the whole of tml.
Sian sian sian.. Oh well, shall go back to acting busy hahaha..
Thursday, November 03, 2005
If I were to tell them, I won't be able to talk behind their back anymore! Heh heh.. And those things I wrote about them in the past I will also have to find some place to store them.
And when you start to consider the feelings of those reading, you cannot blog your REAL feelings. Someone told me about having another "hidden" blog somewhere. I used to have it. Den it became too troublesome to have to keep up with 2 blogs, and I eventually gave up on it.
Another holiday's gone by.. Today was spent with my mum again! She's really excited about the trip, and wanted to buy some 3/4 pants for it. So I went with her to Bugis AGAIN! Cos the last time we went she din get any. Also, she had to register her SIM card lo. And my limited knowledge of Hello! shop brought us to Bugis since Orchard Road won't have things her size.
And while I was shopping with her, my boss actually smsed me! TOld me the website some thingy is not working, and he wants me solve it by tml evening. So I tell him I try la. Den he msg me again that must get IFCA (the vendor) to help cos its a big issue. And when I came home wanting to try, but i cannot get in leh. DUn noe why. And I also do not know what really is the problem in the first place. Jus dun like it when he give me work during holidays. COs when he tell me it will like stick in my mind and I will keep thinking about it during the day. And also, he really think I think its a small problem meh? Please lo. And he should know the vendor's pattern one lo. And as a fellow programmer, unless I know what is the problem that is causing the problem, I won't be able to solve it so fast one lo. So I can also understand wat the vendor is going through... Oh well, this is when I really hate my work.. And I have to start chasing pple to give me feedback about the new project.
I seriously lack in the humane sector. My social skills are like totally gone, since I face my PC everyday.
Time's really flying. Been at my job for like 6 months liao. Getting a bit bored also leh heh heh.. Mebbe I shall start looking for something else also liao... Lalala.... Bored bored.
Oh mebbe I should get back to my CSI again heehee.. ok ok till other day!
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
So pple won't have to wait for me to update my blog. Make my blog more happening also lo.
Been trying to catch up with pple's life by blog reading. So sad can.. haizz. Even my blog reading is not consistent bwahaha. Not to mention my msn-ing. Haven been msn-ing frequent ha.
Having this buggine feeling now cos I was suppose to liase with some pple for a proj and I forgot abt it. Only did it like 5+ jus now, and the vendor needs the thing like this week, although next week also can la. But will be too late. Argh... Totally forgot abt it sia... Getting bad memory. Time to play more games haha.
I'm now baby sitting Steffan's PSP but I cant play too often cos the charger not with me. So the battery life is rather limited. I need more human contact! A KTV session will be nice too haha.
Any outdoor sport will be nice too.. Just something other den work and home lo..
That's wat u see my blog is abt also. Work work work. COs nothing much happens at home.
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Was busy on MSN and printing notes for Steffan. TOok like almsot 1 hr to print 30pgs of notes. My printer really slow sia. But den it was cheap lo. And already not bad liao. Been using it for a really long time and it havent given me any problems.
At least now Steffan uses it. If not, I dun think anybody in the family will need it. Now everybody need print anything jus go office and print lo haha.
Wah finally finish printing liao! Phew!
Ok back to my long long blog. Wanted to blog really long and abt many things. But seems like now there are too many things and I dun noe wat to say first.
Ha I'm watching a crappy sex show now, and they are interviewing a 75 yr-old ah pek abt his and his wife's sex life haha! Really interesting sia haha! So funny sia haha. I think the wife will like so paiseh haha. And the person interviewing him kept emphasizing on his age. Ha the uncle even have a seceret code sia! Called "trading" haha. Which is suppose to be foreplay ha.. So cute sia.
Only thing I cant stand abt the show is that the host is obviously english educated, but they force him to speak chinese. And, they have another female co-host, who appears only like once during the whole show. This female co-host is actually a blonde, and they dubbed her voice, so that she speaks chinese! And so u see her lips moving differently, and a very typical ang mo speaking chinese. Its SO off ok..
Tml's shopping with my mother again. She buying those 3/4 jeans so she can wear for the trip. She really excited sia. Haha.. preparing and buying stuff to go for the trip. So its either I accompany her, or accompany Steffan, and be a modern pei du with Steffan haha. Basically my job scope then would be to play game while Steffan studies, and so he can go toilet or something and someone will look after his things when he studies outside.
Fri will be his exams. Can still remember when I last have my exams sia. Everyday read, but still have some free time to watch a bit of tv, go out walk walk, things like that. But now I see Steffan study jus keep mugging mugging and mugging. DEn Friday exam liao still cannot finish. So scary sia. And he started one month ago liao sia!
Wah now so late liao! wah tired.. after tml have to go back work again.. Haizz.. Have to work on Sat this week also.. Oh well.. I shall take things one at a time.. Else I confirm stress one...
Monday, October 31, 2005
Went gym and Marche haha! Den think all my workout all gone liao haha.Had rosti craving ma heh heh..
Well, this week is working alternate days. But I willbe working on Sat also lo. Haizz. But ok la. I will be having a short week next week as well heh.. So its ok hee.
But its even better for my boss. He got the rest of the week off la. Den this afternoon about 3,4 pm like that he went play golf liao. SUper shiok sia. But Chris n I also not bad la. We went off straight at 530. Heh heh.
Den boss wont be ard for the rest of the week. So nobody will b breathing down our necks and we can talk more freely haha.
Got my IA cert today haha. WOndering how come it took so long? Cos after I convert to full-time they forgot abt me lo.. But i have it now. So I can use it for my CV liao! Bwahahaha!
Wa slpy liao. Yawnz.. bedtime..
Saturday, October 29, 2005
Working full day on a Saturday
Now it has been modified to something really simple until cannot simple liao. But boss say can one. And I have been at it the whole day since 830am.
Was so irritated with the IA sia. And Had to see him today. Gave him many unimpt things to do now. And he seemed more enthu. Mayb to make up or wat ba. But he still left at abt 1pm...
And I'm waiting for the 410 shuttle out.
I'm actually working on my off day, and been working almost a full day! And now there's nobody in the office other then me la. There are still pple ard cos tonight got some Halloween Party going on. So my neighbours still ard.
Heard some funny noises just now and was quite freaked lo. But I chose not to look in the direction of the noise. Jus in case u noe..
Time for me to go now b4 I miss the bus n have to wait for another hr!! Will blog more tonight!
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
Updating..
Today went back to work and my IA student is sick. FOund out that he did not finish the program, (as I expected), and neither did he tell boss he din finish.
Den he running temp today so MC. Tml dun noe how leh.. The program was originally due yesterday but since nobody chased him so he also keep quiet lo. Haiz. Jus realised he still owe me alot of things also... Die la. Gonna be branded bad attitude by our boss liao.. Actually he is already branded liao.
Angie's leaving on Friday. Her last day of internship with us. Sure gonna miss her. Cos she is SO crappy! Hahaha.. but its really fun la. She can click with us very well.
Seems like the place dun really need me cos 2 days of abscence and nothing much happened. Other than when I went back the first thing Chris told me was wat geek did on tuesday and Monday. Den today he kena long lecture by boss again.. Haizz.. I hear liao I also sian. And now boss's words are getting harsher liao. Using words like stupid questions, use your brain.. And basically we jus listen la. But seems like Chris is gloating also liao. Cos she is SUPER irritated with him..
Now thinking of wat to get for Angie for friday and where to bring her after work heh heh. Thinking if should sabo her or not haha..
Now gotta go dry my hair liao. Going to slp soon. Hope I can meet up more of frens. Feel guilty not meeting many of them. Like so lost touch. Haizz..
Saturday, October 22, 2005
No mood....
Have like stopped that for some time cos been too tired.. And after trying to debug my program and keep coming to a dead end, decided to relax with blog reading lo..
And after reading abt things that have happened to my fren, decided that I should update my blog a bit.
Having not been updating my blog, even my typing skills have failed terribly sia..
Well, firstly about work. Geek's still giving everyone alot of trouble. ANd the detest of him have like passed frm Siew Yin to Chris and even boss's not really patient with him also. For myself, I'm jus doing my programming cos the kid was taking too long with it and making no progress. But he's busy too, cos I jus dumped him a mini project. Boss actually ask me to do one la. And the thing is like due before the end of the year lo! Like I only had 7 days to do it kinda thing. ANyhow, de mini project very simple one lo. its like subscribing to a newsletter, allow change email and also unsubscribe lo. So i thought he was up to it ma. Gave him the job on wed, and he was suppose to finish it on Monday. And since monday i wont be ard (going on course), den he is suppose to show boss la. But I got a feeling he wont show him, unless boss ask. but den Shall see how. See how he will handle the situation. But I think he most probably wont be able to make it and will need me to clean up for him lo.. Haizz.. And i also have my program due, and its not raelly working the way it should la. I feel so dead sia. And I have like mebbe 7 days to make it from application based to web based. And I dun think the kid can help me. And he seems to not really worry and can still chit chat with the other IAs lo. So see how lo. I wan help him prove himself so boss wont b so biased against him but oh well. See if he knows how to grab the opportunity.
Monday will be going for a course sponsored by the company. Dun noe go there do wat. Haha.. But watever I learn I can use it for my projects lo. But that would also mean I would lose 2 days, and I would have to like work later hours for other days. Think i shall work OT every day starting next week liao. Unless miraculously the IA can help me hahaha.. Oh well.. sigh.. shall see ba. Giving up hope on him liao. He seems rather bo chup lo. I know he leavng in dec, but I gotta finish the program b4 he goes lo. I also know that when his IA ends he can go and we cant do anything la but I dun wan boss fail him. And I have NO doubt that if he dun produce anything, boss WOULD fail him one lo. I dun wan any IA under me to flunk. Especially the first one...
About myself.
Have jus been more consistent with going to the gym and exercising. Feeling fitter. and recently went for a pilates class and REALLY LOVED it!! Its like really so relaxing, and the whole posture is really good now. I'm so gonna stick to it. And focusing my training on my abs, and arms. Trying to get rid of my flabby arms and tummy. Everyone seems to be talking about keeping fit. Or is it cos I have been mentioning haha. Anyhow, when pple say they wan keep fit, I reccommend them to cali. Reason, I really LIKE the bathroom haha. Its like really comforatble and got shampoo all these, so I dun have to bring all those barang barang. But i have to bring my shoes and my gear to work lo. But ok la. I think its quite ok. On wed I actually went to gym on my own for the pilates class. Cos Steffan was studying for his quizzes. And its not as terrifying as i thought. Had alot of fun during the class also heh heh.
And also cos its always nice to have company when attending classes. Although I usually attend the lesson alone. But now i psychoing Steffan to go for pilates to correct his posture. I personally feel that the class's really GOOD..
It feels good to know that I am having a healthy lifestyle. But I not really watching my diet ahha. Which like totally defeats the purpose of exercising to lose my tummy and fast haha. But oh well, I jus can resist ma... But I'm still trying and not giving up jus yet.. Class have been fun anyway so ok la. And I have a direct bus from my workplace to the gym so at least still not so bad. Maybe can go back to sports when my stamina gets better.
Some weeks back watched this hsow about female lion dancers in an amateur troupe. So cool can. There were 3 of them, where 2 of them are a pair to form de lion, and one more is the drummer. And the whole troupe has only 3 gals. remind me of the days in lion dance in NY lo.. Haizz.. And the gals get to join the competition. and they get to learn the dragon dance too.. Haizz.. See see until the backside itchy itchy one. Feel like going back. But den go back alone so sian. And if go back do nothing even worse.
Itchy try the dragon dance, but been so out of the thing so long liao. And I dun wan aggravate my injury again.. so think I better build up first before I try anything strenous and injure myself. But backside very itchy haha. If got pple going back must jio me leh. I dun mind going back also heh heh.. Mebbe can train a bit again. Dun wan to lose my skill leh. Its so unique and not everybody noe so liek so cool sia..
Oh wow been blogging so long liao. 12 now. means gonna be 1230 soon heh heh.. time to get ready to go home liao. Mon will be on course and tues too. So wont be in office. Going to UOB center or something like that cant remember the exact address. need to print email out. Mebbe tonight blog more. Shall revert back to de abit of daily blogging so I wont forget how I spent my day haha..
Saturday, October 08, 2005
Hopefully my england end up being more powerful hahaha. Wah now having heavy downpour. I hope it stops soon. Especially when I going home. One more hour to go. So sian..
Geek's back today liao. And nothing much been going on actually.. Yawnz..
Ok la shall go back to my meaningless work and see how things goes ba... Till later.
Friday, October 07, 2005
Had been too tired to blog cos everyday I was jus sick sick sick. For close to a week. Was down with serious cold, and den it became sore throat. And now I'm ok liao. Like finally.
I was like a threat to everyone in the office cos everyone din wan to fall sick. And the best part, i fell sick during the Annual General Meeting period. Which meant that even though I was unwell, I can't take MC. Cos there are alot of things to put up for the Meeting. So jus hanged on lo. And on Friday, I went home like 12am! Cos we had to wait till the meeting was over, the results were out, and post up the results on the internet and the kiosks. SO it took really long for me to get well even though I slpt at like 10pm everynite.
Just had my own IA student from NYP on Monday. He was suppose to help me code. but den it seems like his skills not very good lo. Tried to figure the codes out for like 2 days, and had me explaining the codes to him and he cant understand... And cos I was very hard pressed for time also, it was either I let him do other things which I can let go, or he really needed to buck up. Anyhow, he sort of did better these few days. Was gonna ask him all the other things but he decided to stick to the coding. So ok la. I jus do all the paper work. Now he's gonna do the thing for 2 weeks and hopefully he can lo. COs if after 2 weeeks its not done, den i gotta switch jobs with him liao.. I also dun really like the coding actually hahaha.. But den ok la. If he can den everything will jus be perfect! Heh...
Boss asked if I knew anyone who was an experienced Network and System Engineer. And suppose to teach geek la. I think whoever that person is, MUST be SUPER patient lo. Else hor confirm vomit blood until buay tahan one lo.
Angie's leaving at the end of the month so now she's like in really good mood like that haha. Lucky for her sia. She can take a break, see the end of the road... Wonder when is the time I can jus stay home and slack...
There is this colleague of mine from the Marcom dept, she REALLY loves the song sung by Jackie Chan and the Korean gal for The Myth show. So she asked me help her burn la. So when I help her burn, she lent me her dvds heh heh.. so now i got free dvds to watch ha. Think monday can return her liao.
Oh, today Steffan and I went to California Fitness again! And we sort of play cheat la heh heh.. Cos we went to Bugis the last time, and they offered us a rather cheap offer lo. But we din take up the offer. And the Manager there told us that if we din decide then, then he would not bring up the offer the next time lo. So we decided not to take the offer and just take the trial pass lo. And since he said he was NOT gonna offer us the good offer, we decided to try our luck at the Orchard branch. We thought they can offer us something EVEN lower, but the lowest they offered us was the same as the one at Bugis one lo. But ok la. That one is really considered quite low liao. So, now i officially can go into California fitness anytime liao! Heehee.. Happy ha. Shall stick ard my bf for the time being until I'm more comfortable in going on my own heh heh.. Can play with the fun machines heh heh..
Sian tml I gotta work again.. sigh. Now only worry I have is that my intern cannot finish his task only. Other than that, I think quite safe la... Haizz.. Boss makeme feel the pressure, then I have to put the pressure on the intern lo. Haizz.. Sometimes its even more troublesome to have an intern, cos you will have to pave the way for them to do the stuff.. Den again, if they are very skilled, then that may a different story..oh well, jus take things one at a time. mebbe now he know the code liao should be more efficient liao ba heh heh..
Haiz bedtime now since tml gotta work.. Zzz...