TGIF!

Well, its friday! Feeling happy even though I still have to work tml! Had my session of MJ and well, the stakes were little and the winnings were little la. But den it was purely for fun anyway.

Was about to start my golf lesson. But den something happened and the lesson got cancelled cos someone in the group couldnt make it. So disappointed can... I was looking so forward to it. I was just waiting for it to happen... Haizz.. Dun noe when will I have the chance to try.

Was thinking if I should look for another learning center instead. But I think this place have ratehr good rates.. Oh well, mebbe something will be good out of it.

really stepping out to do what I have decided to do. Learn golf, soon I will be learning diving when Steffan is ready. Then, hopefully I can make a holiday trip with the gals in JULY! Yippee! I like this feeling.

Making plans to have a life apart from work.. Hope its working out haizz..

Feeling really sian these days at work. I start to wonder how long more can I stay there. Mebbe the lack of slp is making me tired and my thoughts are running wild. I feel lost now. And I feel my future is bleak. I'm not talking abt the future at my current work place, but my own career future. Seems like everyone have a direction on what they hope to be at a certain age. But not me. I havent thought of what position I would be at what age. Everyone's comparing the $$ when talking about their job. But how many really talk about the satisfaction and the enjoyment? I'm enjoying my job becos it gives me satisfaction, the co-workers are ok, and boss is ok. Other than the weird rules, which we sort of found a way to get ard it. Mebbe I'm getting complacent. I'm jus waiting to b my tai tai mebbe haha. But I wonder.

Tml's a mj session ke ke! Cant believe I just change my nick and I get approached heehee.. So cool! Cant wait. Tml shall be a long day, so I better slp soon.

Work have been rather stagnant. Must be slacking too much. But now whenever I look at my codes I jus get totally turned off. Get stressed, feel like slping and I start to look at other things. In the end I get nothing done. I hope tml I can finish my events registration projects... Den I will have one more thing down. Hoping and hoping.. When's my counterpart programmer coming in... hmmm..

Of Work

Brought work home today. Some reading stuff and suppose to consolidate some information, but have not got down to it yet. Thinking if I should do it now or in the office tml.. Tired..

Work has been hectic again. THought that after my break and after the website is up, I would have some break time. But doesnt seem like it. And Chris is using the IA student for her stuff. Well, the IA student cant help me much too, so nothing to argue there.

Feeling stressed up again. Especially after the ITSC meeting last nite. Being traumatized by alot of things. Other than meeting ettiquettes and watsnot, I think I really left an awful first impression. But there were more than enough pple to entertain the pple there liao ma. And well, I was feeling really bored. A little too bored la. So was not in a frenly or chatty mood. I did keep my smile with me though. I tried my best to la at least. Trying real hard to wriggle my way out of the meeting. Boss dun need me there ma. I'm so redundant. And the meeting ended at like 7plus. I could have been home if I was working in the office leh. I just wanted to see what they were up to and what the meeting was like. Well, it was really serious, and Mr Joey Chang really caught everyone's attention. Its rather amazing how he manages to control the meeting despite all the big shots there. But clearly in the meeting, he really supports the boss.

Steffan's having a small break after his many papers cramped together. So will have time to meet up hee. He's been busy with exams, and me with work. Sometimes I just hate the feeling when I can see myself having a more relaxed time, but later soem more things suddenly appear and I have to work late and everything I plan for goes haywire. The time I spend with my family and Steffan also gets eaten up. Mebbe I have been to slack during office hours. Mebbe I should stop going on MSN. It can be rather distracting at times... Wah late liao. My lack of slp is also affecting my working efficiency. Shall slp now.

I'm back!

Just got back from Malaysia some time ago. Really early. So much more earlier then when I go on tours with tour groups.

We got our own mini bus, with 10 of us in the bus, took the bus about 530am, and were on our way to the woodlans checkpoint. When we reached JB, its was still dark. After our breakfast, it was only 7am. The driver den drove us in those small roads until we reached the highway, and we were on our way to KL! It was very fast and vey comfortable leh. Thought dad would get car scick like he often do when the bus is too cramped, but he ok leh ke ke. Think he is ok la.

I love Genting's weather!! So cooling! The bed was too smal for our family of 4 so I had to slp on the floor the first day. 2nd day, bro was on the floor. But I think he cannot get used to it. For me, It was ok la. Cos I had the blankets as a cushion, so I was not directly on the floor.

Din get anything I wan in Genting cos the price of the stuff there are almost the same as Singapore after the conversion. Went gambling though. Ot was fun even though i lost la. Jus like the adrenaline.

The break's been pretty good. Dun feel as tiring as when we go with the RC pple and stuff. And we got to eat some nice fishball noodles leh. Yum yum. Feeling more relaxed now. And this Sudnay gonna learn golf, so excited! Heee..

Feeling happy...

Long Weekend!!

Well, been busy these few days with work, and I finally am close to finishing up some impt stuff. Managed to solve a problem today la. Well, I still have another problem actually, but I shall think of that later la. When I am back from my holiday!!

The guys at work are bitching each other around, while Chris and i stand back and watch the show. I always thought it was easier for guys to work together, but I dun really think this seems to be the case here. I wonder why..

Did some new things these few days. Did a bit of foot work around the club, and my vendor coordination seems to be moving. I jus hope the holiday will help!

Time to pack my bag now hee.. hope it wont be too jammed tml!

My hectic life is starting again. I've managed to get more things solved, so it should be a bit better now. But my users found more bugs for the new system la. Which means I will have to communicate more with the vendors and which means I will have more work to do la.. Tml's another long day. Gotta back up stuff. Been thinking real hard if I should really stay again..

Someone from HR knew about my SIA thing la. Thanks to some big mouth. And she has been really nice ha. THink like all gals. And I spent almost an hour this morning being prepped talked by her ha. That may be a main reason why I am having 2nd thoughts. Everyone I know must be thinking how fickle I am haha. But I
m just a gal leh. Gals are fickle-minded leh haha.

Argh I'm having a rather serious outbreak. THink I better start slping early. And its really getting very bad.. :(

I wonder if I'm starting to settle into my comfort zone.. Still getting satisfaction when my programs start to work, but well, I'm being a bit too comfortable in the office leh. Hmm.. Oh well, shall see things how ba.. Still havent send out my SIA rejection yet ha.. Wonder how..

Hee using Steffan's lappie to update my blog again. Have been a long time since I used his laptop heehe..

There are pple at his place looking at the house now. With his uncle, the agent. Now the pple are complaining about the floor. And almost everything else. Well, think this family's not interested or they are trying really hard to lower the price. Well, the deal's close ha. They are now at the door after like less than 5 mins of exploring the house.

Blah.. His family's gonna move to Punggol soon. Which means he wont be so near me anymore... No more late nites out for us.
His dad's coming back tml. Which means I would be invited to dinner once again. This time round, I think its better that I treat them this time round. Especially when his parents' bday are just round the corner. And his dad is 60 this year some more. But I dun noe wat to get. Its usually a very impt year for the chinese. Hmm.. any ideas people out there?

Now the uncle's complaining about Steffan's covered up poster haha. Scaring the people. And the whole cluttering is turning people off. Oh well.

Been slping the early part of this Saturday ha. The weather's been nice and all. Been only awake so far to have meet Steffan and have lunch ha. Tml's another gym day. Seems like my tummy is really going down bwahaha. And I'm also training up for my golf haha. Although I dun really know how also. Boss only suggested training the back, arms, the obvious. Looking forward to start on the 22nd heehee.. Contacted the person but I'm waiting for a repsonse from them. Cant wait!

Oh yeah Steffan's bday coming too heehee.. wah another impt day heehee.. All preparation are under way now haha.. Cant wait.

Xing Yi has started her training with SIA since 5th. Meeting up tml to see how things are. Sound so interesting and exciting leh. And I cant be part of it... :( Argh... I think I'l nv get over it no matter hw much I slp. I hate this feeling... So should I change my mind? Bwahaha

So many happenings this month.

I tried to update my blog yesterday, but somehow there was alot of problems with blogger. And i eventually gave up. Was having problem logging in even.

Well, the few day's been rather ok. Alot of things have been cropping up at work. I wonder to feel lucky or sad. Having the worst project management experience. Even for boss bwahaha.. And I get to have it the first time I do a project. Really at my wits end as wat to do liao.

At least I know its not me haha.. Or some part its not me.

Got my SIA package liao. Wah tempted leh... But then haizz.. Dun noe.. My heart aches whenever I look at it. So I should stop looking at it. The thought of having to write the rejection email is also heart wrenching leh.. ARGH!! I just know I'm gonna miss this once in a lifetime chance.. This is depressing..

Think I shall have to slp it off.. :(

My plans to learn golf is starting to see light heehee..

Have khaki go take lessons with me liao. Means that if we learn it together we can play together too! Heehee..

Friday's everyone's suppose to confirm the number of pple we have. Then, I'm suppose to try booking and bargaining on the rates haha. I hope I can do it. Well, I shall see how things goes heh heh.

I hope I can have my first lesson on the 22nd!! Boss was explaining some stuff to me and wow its really fascinating. Make me look so forward to it heehee.. I dun even mind travelling to queenstown. Furthermore, i've got a straight bus there so yup yup!

Friday's suppose to be MOS day! Well, hope everyone can make it leh.. It was a rather rash decision. Cos it was the day everyone could make it! ANd so we decided to just have it!

Yesterday's gals meeting was great! Well done Amy! Haha.. I think we really made a whole lot of noise and all the waiters and waitresses were like glaring at us for hogging the space. It was really fun and noisy haha..

We need a mahjong session soon haha.

Work's been ok.. My head's still above water.. But I'm still struggling to stay above water. All the project co-ordination thing is so chaotic. I wonder if I am the one who made it chaotic. I keep asking myself if it was something I din do during the process, or I am not capable of managing something like that. I really wonder how Margaret does it. She's handling alot more modules then me, but she seems to be coping so well. On top of her daily operations stuff. Mebbe I need to spend more time in the office... Nah.. I shall jus see how things goes. :P

I just have to learn from the worst times.

Steffan's up to neck with exams and I think he is over stressed. But there really is nothing much I can do... I hope really everything goes well..

Skipped gym today. Was too lazy to go. Especially when it was raining. Shall go firi or tml. See how things goes. WOrk hard on reducing my tummy leh.. ARGH! Consistance is the key sia! So i better go more often.

Some things are not my fault wat....

April Fool's was spent in the office in the morning, after which was spent watching a movie! Heehee.. Watched Ice Age 2 and I so totally fell in love with it!! Haha.. I'm sure its better than any April Fool's joke! And I get to see the dumb squirrel Scat live!! Haha.. but I still like the animation one.

I really like the show even though its a cartoon. Its just really really cute! Heehee..

The next movie I'm really looking forward to is X-MEN 3!! I really think its the coolest comic turn movie show. I like all the make up and all the effects!!

I'm keeping a wishlist so that I would be constantly reminded of the things I want to do! Heehee...

I'm happy. :)