Back from Muar at 12+ cos the jam at the customs was SO long! We waited like 1hr+ before the bus finally reach the Customs lo.
Lucky I was on course today and not working. If not I will be very dead lo.
Tml gonna see sinseh about my ankle again. I think its the heels I have been wearing. Or I went for the Abs, Butt, Thighs lesson jus now. But my ankles have been feeling quite weird since the long wait on Sat...
Been feeling weird since the weird trip from Muar. I think its cos of the hard chairs causing my whole body to ache. And a headache to come up once in a while. I think imy wisdom tooth is growing or something. Having spliting magarines lo. It hardly happens, but these few day have been happening very often leh... Argh... Pain pain. And Since I'm not one those pple who can pop panadol everytime I ache unless I need to solve the headache fast.
Monday, February 27, 2006
Sunday, February 26, 2006
Will be on a trip to Muar tml! Looking quite forward to it since it has been some time since i went to Malaysia la. Shall see if I can top up my supply of hair treatment. Real Cheap there. Suppose to be up like 5+ tml and now still cant slp. I can slp on the bus tml anyway.. So ok la.
Think will need lots of entertainment. I know I will be getting a earful from my parents abt my choice of job to change to lo... Better bring something. I think my wisdom tooth is growing. I was having an immense headache a few days ago, and now the top row of my teeth have another tooth rite at the left side. Its either it jus grew out, or my lower gums is swollen that make s it rather painful to close my mouth without hitting my lower gums.
Yeah I'm sure its a new tooth...
Think will need lots of entertainment. I know I will be getting a earful from my parents abt my choice of job to change to lo... Better bring something. I think my wisdom tooth is growing. I was having an immense headache a few days ago, and now the top row of my teeth have another tooth rite at the left side. Its either it jus grew out, or my lower gums is swollen that make s it rather painful to close my mouth without hitting my lower gums.
Yeah I'm sure its a new tooth...
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
Feeling real slpy now leh..
Yawnzz.. Been ahving late nights. Been home late due to work. Having something due in March, heard got restructuring too.
May be leaving my job if I am successful in an application. But nobody in my family, other than my brother, likes the idea.
Then again, nobody liked the idea when I wanted to join the Pugilistics Society. And in the end, I did well for it (quite la), had the most fun in my JC life, and learnt the most things from there.
Somehow I jus feel that my new job application will be a great place for me! Steffan's with me on my decision. But I'm still thinking hard if that is REALLY what I would like to do. I know the pros and cons, and most pple tell me to just try. I may not get it in the end you know. And only if I get it do I have to seriously consider the offer.
I would say if I DID get the offer, it would be hard to reject. Esp if I went through alot for it. Will be going with frens.. Hope ALL of us get in!! Must put in your best ladies!!
Too tired now.. Cant really think heh heh.. Shall go slp on it. Mayb something will appear in my dreams haha.
Yawnzz.. Been ahving late nights. Been home late due to work. Having something due in March, heard got restructuring too.
May be leaving my job if I am successful in an application. But nobody in my family, other than my brother, likes the idea.
Then again, nobody liked the idea when I wanted to join the Pugilistics Society. And in the end, I did well for it (quite la), had the most fun in my JC life, and learnt the most things from there.
Somehow I jus feel that my new job application will be a great place for me! Steffan's with me on my decision. But I'm still thinking hard if that is REALLY what I would like to do. I know the pros and cons, and most pple tell me to just try. I may not get it in the end you know. And only if I get it do I have to seriously consider the offer.
I would say if I DID get the offer, it would be hard to reject. Esp if I went through alot for it. Will be going with frens.. Hope ALL of us get in!! Must put in your best ladies!!
Too tired now.. Cant really think heh heh.. Shall go slp on it. Mayb something will appear in my dreams haha.
Monday, February 20, 2006
Your Working Style
You use you thinking to look for the principles underlying the sensory information that comes into awareness. As a result, you are logical, analytical, and objectively critical. You are not likely to be convinced by anything but reasoning based on solid facts.
While you like to organize facts and data, you prefer not to organize situations or people unless you must for the sake of your work. You can be intensely but quietly curious. Socially you may be rather shy except with your best friends. You sometimes become so absorbed with one of your interests that you can ignore of lose track of external circumstances.
You are somewhat quiet and reserved, although you can be quite talkative on a subject where you can apply your great storehouse of information. In everyday activities you are adaptable, except when one of your ruling principles is violated, at which point you stop adapting. You are good with your hands, and like sports and the outdoors, or anything that provides a wealth of information for your senses.
If you have developed your powers of observing the world around you, you will have a firm grasp on the realities of any situation, and show a great capacity for the important and unique facts of a situation. You are interested in how and why things work and are likely to be good at applied science, mechanics, or engineering. If you do not have technical or mechanical interests, you often use your talents to bring order out of unorganized facts. This ability can find expression in law, economics, marketing, sales, securities, or statistics.
You may rely so much on the logical approach of thinking that you overlook what other people care about and what you yourself care about. You may decide that something is not important, just because it isn't logical to care about it. If you always let your thinking suppress your feeling values, your feeling may build up pressure and find expression in inappropriate ways. Although good at analyzing what is wrong, you sometimes find it hard to express appreciation. But if you try, you will find it helpful on the job as well as in personal relationships.
You are in some danger of putting off decisions or of failing to follow through. One of your outstanding traits is economy of effort. This trait is an asset if you judge accurately how much effort is needed; then you do what the situation requires without fuss or lost motion. If you cannot judge accurately, or if you just don't bother, then nothing of importance gets done.
Suitable Careers
auditor
carpenter
coach or trainer
computer programmer
construction worker
dental or medical assistant
economist
electrical technician
engineer
farmer
firefighter
marine biologist
mechanic
military personnel
paralegal
paramedic
police officer
private investigator
repairman
securities analyst
steelworker
surveyor
technician
transportation operator
While you like to organize facts and data, you prefer not to organize situations or people unless you must for the sake of your work. You can be intensely but quietly curious. Socially you may be rather shy except with your best friends. You sometimes become so absorbed with one of your interests that you can ignore of lose track of external circumstances.
You are somewhat quiet and reserved, although you can be quite talkative on a subject where you can apply your great storehouse of information. In everyday activities you are adaptable, except when one of your ruling principles is violated, at which point you stop adapting. You are good with your hands, and like sports and the outdoors, or anything that provides a wealth of information for your senses.
If you have developed your powers of observing the world around you, you will have a firm grasp on the realities of any situation, and show a great capacity for the important and unique facts of a situation. You are interested in how and why things work and are likely to be good at applied science, mechanics, or engineering. If you do not have technical or mechanical interests, you often use your talents to bring order out of unorganized facts. This ability can find expression in law, economics, marketing, sales, securities, or statistics.
You may rely so much on the logical approach of thinking that you overlook what other people care about and what you yourself care about. You may decide that something is not important, just because it isn't logical to care about it. If you always let your thinking suppress your feeling values, your feeling may build up pressure and find expression in inappropriate ways. Although good at analyzing what is wrong, you sometimes find it hard to express appreciation. But if you try, you will find it helpful on the job as well as in personal relationships.
You are in some danger of putting off decisions or of failing to follow through. One of your outstanding traits is economy of effort. This trait is an asset if you judge accurately how much effort is needed; then you do what the situation requires without fuss or lost motion. If you cannot judge accurately, or if you just don't bother, then nothing of importance gets done.
Suitable Careers
auditor
carpenter
coach or trainer
computer programmer
construction worker
dental or medical assistant
economist
electrical technician
engineer
farmer
firefighter
marine biologist
mechanic
military personnel
paralegal
paramedic
police officer
private investigator
repairman
securities analyst
steelworker
surveyor
technician
transportation operator
Psychological Test
Here is the analysis:
You are easy going and carefree.
How ambitious you are depends on the height that you answered, which is: Peak.
You try to please everyone, the size of this personality as seen by others is medium.
Diamond means stubborn personality.
You are also down-to-earth.
You are an opportunist.
Your best friend is the one you need when you are in trouble.
You are easy going and carefree.
How ambitious you are depends on the height that you answered, which is: Peak.
You try to please everyone, the size of this personality as seen by others is medium.
Diamond means stubborn personality.
You are also down-to-earth.
You are an opportunist.
Your best friend is the one you need when you are in trouble.
Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.
Sunday, February 19, 2006
Dashing Diva
Went to Dashing Diva today to use up some of the vouchers.. Even pulled Steffan along and he did his virgin pedicure!!
Hahaha... ALl my idea la. Just wanted to pamper him a bit hee..
Well, service was ok lo I should say, but den the skills is not that fantastic lo. I feel like I'm paying for jus the name and the drinks and the cosy sofa. Other than dat, there's nothing really unique. Rather disappointing.
Today was a bad day... at least the first half of the day was bad la.. Wasnt feeling well, and went to the gym but din do anything cos I was too sick. Jus sat at the sofa n waited for Steffan to finish his session den went for mani, pedi, and dinner. Wanted to get a new haircut but gave up the idea cos it was too late.
Shall go for a proper haircut next week.. But dun noe where to cut.. Any good stylsts to recommend? Not too far and too ex hor... I cant really afford it now.
Looking forward to next Sat heh heh..
Hahaha... ALl my idea la. Just wanted to pamper him a bit hee..
Well, service was ok lo I should say, but den the skills is not that fantastic lo. I feel like I'm paying for jus the name and the drinks and the cosy sofa. Other than dat, there's nothing really unique. Rather disappointing.
Today was a bad day... at least the first half of the day was bad la.. Wasnt feeling well, and went to the gym but din do anything cos I was too sick. Jus sat at the sofa n waited for Steffan to finish his session den went for mani, pedi, and dinner. Wanted to get a new haircut but gave up the idea cos it was too late.
Shall go for a proper haircut next week.. But dun noe where to cut.. Any good stylsts to recommend? Not too far and too ex hor... I cant really afford it now.
Looking forward to next Sat heh heh..
Saturday, February 18, 2006
KTV was great last nite! We actually found a new way to kill songs hahahaha!!
Jus that we had to end the "party" early since most of us had something on the next day. Overall, it was great!! More KTV sessions needed! Hahaha.
As usual, we started with a Jay Chou mini concert, followed by Lee Hom. We even had our BSBs hahaha... All the thing about the dormitory boys is getting to us hahaha.
Work's been a killer. Everything's not going well and stuff.. Vendor's failed User Acceptance Test. For all modules!
I jus cant believe the way they fail the test! There are bad links in the application. Funny mistakes like unclickable buttons, linking wrong tables... U name it, they have it! They din even test the application before they let the users test one lo. What sort of vendor is that la. And they have one more chance now. If they fail it the second time, then they will have to start paying the club money for liability.
Got 2 projects on hand. ANd all due by march. I'm So dead. Been missing gym.. Ahh I growing fat again liao. I can jus feel it! And since my usual day is spent on meetings and tests and stuff, I only have till after work to do all these programming stuff. ANd I'm not even sure how I can do it lo... Looks like I gotta like hibernate in office liao.. :( What to do.. Haizz...
Yeah mor elate nights in office. Sad thing, its NTU recess week leh... Means I cant spend time with Steffan.. at least not alot more lo.. Sorry.. But I gotta work.. Will try finish more during the day k?
I'm in need of a new haircut. My hair's getting messy again.. Wondering how I should do it and where should I do it... THe rebond's like gone cos my hair's growing out and its casing my hair to like puff up. Making it look really big. My face looks alot rounder den its suppose to be.. And my hair's like weighing everything down... I jus look weird and anything I do cant seem to have an effect on my hair... Mebbe I'll look for a new hair stylist... I dun mind paying a little more if the effects look good lo.
TMl's off day! Means its slp in day! YES! heh heh.. cant wait! Mebbe shall go Sentosa with Steffan on Sun since he's got holiday heehee... ALthough my body's not in tip top shape but ok la. I can always use something to cover myself.. Oh yeah jus remembered Steffan's burnt from his swim today.. Which means he wont need a tan.. So note sure if he would wan to go to Sentosa... I looke like a white chicken. I could see the veins on my palms... Scary... I need to tan to look thinner haha... And have to cut my hair after that ha if not wasted. Bedtime now.. Yawnz
Jus that we had to end the "party" early since most of us had something on the next day. Overall, it was great!! More KTV sessions needed! Hahaha.
As usual, we started with a Jay Chou mini concert, followed by Lee Hom. We even had our BSBs hahaha... All the thing about the dormitory boys is getting to us hahaha.
Work's been a killer. Everything's not going well and stuff.. Vendor's failed User Acceptance Test. For all modules!
I jus cant believe the way they fail the test! There are bad links in the application. Funny mistakes like unclickable buttons, linking wrong tables... U name it, they have it! They din even test the application before they let the users test one lo. What sort of vendor is that la. And they have one more chance now. If they fail it the second time, then they will have to start paying the club money for liability.
Got 2 projects on hand. ANd all due by march. I'm So dead. Been missing gym.. Ahh I growing fat again liao. I can jus feel it! And since my usual day is spent on meetings and tests and stuff, I only have till after work to do all these programming stuff. ANd I'm not even sure how I can do it lo... Looks like I gotta like hibernate in office liao.. :( What to do.. Haizz...
Yeah mor elate nights in office. Sad thing, its NTU recess week leh... Means I cant spend time with Steffan.. at least not alot more lo.. Sorry.. But I gotta work.. Will try finish more during the day k?
I'm in need of a new haircut. My hair's getting messy again.. Wondering how I should do it and where should I do it... THe rebond's like gone cos my hair's growing out and its casing my hair to like puff up. Making it look really big. My face looks alot rounder den its suppose to be.. And my hair's like weighing everything down... I jus look weird and anything I do cant seem to have an effect on my hair... Mebbe I'll look for a new hair stylist... I dun mind paying a little more if the effects look good lo.
TMl's off day! Means its slp in day! YES! heh heh.. cant wait! Mebbe shall go Sentosa with Steffan on Sun since he's got holiday heehee... ALthough my body's not in tip top shape but ok la. I can always use something to cover myself.. Oh yeah jus remembered Steffan's burnt from his swim today.. Which means he wont need a tan.. So note sure if he would wan to go to Sentosa... I looke like a white chicken. I could see the veins on my palms... Scary... I need to tan to look thinner haha... And have to cut my hair after that ha if not wasted. Bedtime now.. Yawnz
Thursday, February 16, 2006
Wah a day after VDAY!
Bombarded Steffan with presents hahaha.. But the BIGGEST will have to be this super big Tazmanian Devil haha.. Brought it to office even leh. Took cab to work cos I was feeling real lazy and the present was too big for me to carry around.
Created a super big commotion at the main office. All the aunties gossipping abt what I was bringing and stuff.
Boss helped me look for a box to put the present in, Chris helped me wrap it up, and Angela got the wrapping paper and the ribbon! Hahaha Big Project leh haha..
Too bad I din really get wat Steffan wanted but he also never complain. Ok other den the Godiva chocolates err... Yeah so in future no more Godiva Chocolates for both of us haha.
I got this really interesting book called Blankets. U really have to see it to know how unique it is. And I've got my annual supply of manicures and pedicures at dashing diva haha.. So sweet..
Had a great dinner at Sushi Tei Taka. The only GOOD jap food that is affordable and REALLY good. We've given up on all the others. THInking of trying the Crown Prince one and the Pan Pac one. Wait till when there is an even bigger occasion first heehee..
It was jus a really great Vday!
Many commented that if a couple are happy together every day, then every day will be like Valentine's Day. But the problem is that St Valentine is only born or killed on one day! I dun really know he was born or killed on that day but anyhow, the point is that its only ONE day. AT least that's what I think...
Well, New Year is officially over. Having many activities and work is piling up die.. TMl stil got KTV and vendors coming down again.. Hope tml wont over run! I wan go KTV!!
My movies are in today! Yeah! Hee.. Cant wait to watch and return them!
Bombarded Steffan with presents hahaha.. But the BIGGEST will have to be this super big Tazmanian Devil haha.. Brought it to office even leh. Took cab to work cos I was feeling real lazy and the present was too big for me to carry around.
Created a super big commotion at the main office. All the aunties gossipping abt what I was bringing and stuff.
Boss helped me look for a box to put the present in, Chris helped me wrap it up, and Angela got the wrapping paper and the ribbon! Hahaha Big Project leh haha..
Too bad I din really get wat Steffan wanted but he also never complain. Ok other den the Godiva chocolates err... Yeah so in future no more Godiva Chocolates for both of us haha.
I got this really interesting book called Blankets. U really have to see it to know how unique it is. And I've got my annual supply of manicures and pedicures at dashing diva haha.. So sweet..
Had a great dinner at Sushi Tei Taka. The only GOOD jap food that is affordable and REALLY good. We've given up on all the others. THInking of trying the Crown Prince one and the Pan Pac one. Wait till when there is an even bigger occasion first heehee..
It was jus a really great Vday!
Many commented that if a couple are happy together every day, then every day will be like Valentine's Day. But the problem is that St Valentine is only born or killed on one day! I dun really know he was born or killed on that day but anyhow, the point is that its only ONE day. AT least that's what I think...
Well, New Year is officially over. Having many activities and work is piling up die.. TMl stil got KTV and vendors coming down again.. Hope tml wont over run! I wan go KTV!!
My movies are in today! Yeah! Hee.. Cant wait to watch and return them!
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
| This Is My Life, Rated | |
| Life: |  7.1 |
| Mind: |  5.7 |
| Body: | 6.6 |
| Spirit: |  7.5 |
| Friends/Family: |  5.3 |
| Love: | 7.7 |
| Finance: | 7.4 |
| Take the Rate My Life Quiz | |
Monday, February 13, 2006
LIKE FINALLY....
ARGHH!! Have been problem trying to republish my blog. Always having the message that they were upgrading something and watever. Now, finally everybody will know what I have blogged the past few days heee.... Not that I'm really proud of it la. But den hey, i tried, and I like what I did.
Shall work towards the next yr, and also, mebbe for the SIA thingy... Thinking real hard abt it.. Many pple telling me to try. But what can i do if I try and fail? Or try and succeed? IF I fail, den I would HAVE to look for something else? Oh yeah I can always keep trying until the next Ms Singapore Universe! Hahaha.. But if I really fail, and I know I have done my best but I still din make it? Den wat next? I know for sure I din do my best for the MSu auditions la.. But den yeah i learnt from that experience and it was really great! Been there done that haha..
So yeah.. thinking if both i dun succeed, then what's my enxt alternative? As opposed to stil staying in the IT line la. Boss has been trying to "teach" me how to leverage up, and go up to the post of a manager eventually... Asking me take courses at the expense of the company, bringing me into all the areas any IT person should know. But I havent been doing well la... Not not well, I still manage to solve my problems and do my programming, but its just that I feel myself getting stagnant.. Did I mention that at my place, one can actually just stay here for 15yrs and just work and work? Yeah that's the problem.. You become complacent, and the place keeps u! Its just a really big trap. And I dun wan to be in this trap! I dun even wan a successful career man!
I've always been a simple person. All I want to do is have fun while I'm alive! And of cos being the practical and rationale person I am, I know that I will need money to survive and have fun. So, I'm working! But, I'm also trying to find work that I really like so that I wont be working! And I always believe that being young allows one to make mistakes, learn from it, and you end up being stronger and more knowledgable!
I dun wan to wait till I am 30 or with a family, and look back and tell myself that I should have done this when I was wat age, or I should have tried, and now I never know, or I cant do this and that cos I got kids, if anything were to happen to me, what will the kids do blah blah blah..
When we were born, our lives no longer became just ours. Dad once told me to be more responsible towards my own life, cos we dun live in this world alone. I think he said that when I insisted on taking roller coaster rides and stuff. Anyway, the point I have is, if u're meant to go, u will go! Of course, there is no need to increase your risk by doing dangerous things, but wont it be more dangerous if I learnt scuba when I'm 35 instead of 23? So I still stick my theory that do whatever you want when you are young. Of cos, when things do not go your way, or watever consequences there are, take the blame! Dun blame others! Since you insist on doing it your way, den take the consequences. Din they teach us that in NUS? You can do watever you want. Just bear the consequences. ANd that mean breaking your parents' and loved ones hearts if you have to.. Ok, maybe not that drastic la.. But you get the idea.
So now, I'm taking the chance to break out of my shell heh heh.. waiting for NTU holidays so I can learn scuba with Steffan, unless there are pple out there who would like to join me den we can go first. Saving money to do my lasik. Keeping fit for my SIA thingy, and also mebbe next yr's MSU. Trying to do my work and think what I finally will like to do.. Thinking of learning some more stuff.. But nobody to accompany me leh..
Hey peeps out there, anything anyone wanna learn? I almost wanted to learn chinese calligraphy cos I thought it looked really nice. Thinking if I should straighten my teeth, or whiten them haha... I just keep thinking of ways to spend my money sia. A few days ago was actually thinking of buying a car hahaha... But no la the installments will SO kill me. I just wait for my brother to buy hahaha.. Or Steffan heehee..
It will be V'Day tml! Haha.. Later I will be going to buy Steffan's present heehee. Tml will be a simple dinner with exchange of presents heh heh.. Wonder what he got me. I hope he likes what I got... Shopping time later! :)
Shall work towards the next yr, and also, mebbe for the SIA thingy... Thinking real hard abt it.. Many pple telling me to try. But what can i do if I try and fail? Or try and succeed? IF I fail, den I would HAVE to look for something else? Oh yeah I can always keep trying until the next Ms Singapore Universe! Hahaha.. But if I really fail, and I know I have done my best but I still din make it? Den wat next? I know for sure I din do my best for the MSu auditions la.. But den yeah i learnt from that experience and it was really great! Been there done that haha..
So yeah.. thinking if both i dun succeed, then what's my enxt alternative? As opposed to stil staying in the IT line la. Boss has been trying to "teach" me how to leverage up, and go up to the post of a manager eventually... Asking me take courses at the expense of the company, bringing me into all the areas any IT person should know. But I havent been doing well la... Not not well, I still manage to solve my problems and do my programming, but its just that I feel myself getting stagnant.. Did I mention that at my place, one can actually just stay here for 15yrs and just work and work? Yeah that's the problem.. You become complacent, and the place keeps u! Its just a really big trap. And I dun wan to be in this trap! I dun even wan a successful career man!
I've always been a simple person. All I want to do is have fun while I'm alive! And of cos being the practical and rationale person I am, I know that I will need money to survive and have fun. So, I'm working! But, I'm also trying to find work that I really like so that I wont be working! And I always believe that being young allows one to make mistakes, learn from it, and you end up being stronger and more knowledgable!
I dun wan to wait till I am 30 or with a family, and look back and tell myself that I should have done this when I was wat age, or I should have tried, and now I never know, or I cant do this and that cos I got kids, if anything were to happen to me, what will the kids do blah blah blah..
When we were born, our lives no longer became just ours. Dad once told me to be more responsible towards my own life, cos we dun live in this world alone. I think he said that when I insisted on taking roller coaster rides and stuff. Anyway, the point I have is, if u're meant to go, u will go! Of course, there is no need to increase your risk by doing dangerous things, but wont it be more dangerous if I learnt scuba when I'm 35 instead of 23? So I still stick my theory that do whatever you want when you are young. Of cos, when things do not go your way, or watever consequences there are, take the blame! Dun blame others! Since you insist on doing it your way, den take the consequences. Din they teach us that in NUS? You can do watever you want. Just bear the consequences. ANd that mean breaking your parents' and loved ones hearts if you have to.. Ok, maybe not that drastic la.. But you get the idea.
So now, I'm taking the chance to break out of my shell heh heh.. waiting for NTU holidays so I can learn scuba with Steffan, unless there are pple out there who would like to join me den we can go first. Saving money to do my lasik. Keeping fit for my SIA thingy, and also mebbe next yr's MSU. Trying to do my work and think what I finally will like to do.. Thinking of learning some more stuff.. But nobody to accompany me leh..
Hey peeps out there, anything anyone wanna learn? I almost wanted to learn chinese calligraphy cos I thought it looked really nice. Thinking if I should straighten my teeth, or whiten them haha... I just keep thinking of ways to spend my money sia. A few days ago was actually thinking of buying a car hahaha... But no la the installments will SO kill me. I just wait for my brother to buy hahaha.. Or Steffan heehee..
It will be V'Day tml! Haha.. Later I will be going to buy Steffan's present heehee. Tml will be a simple dinner with exchange of presents heh heh.. Wonder what he got me. I hope he likes what I got... Shopping time later! :)
Sunday, February 12, 2006
Confession time!
Ok, decided to come clean on what I did on Friday. Cos most of the pple reading my blog are my close frens, and frens have NOTHING to hide yeah.. Or mostly nothing. And since I have written the beginning of it, might as well finish the whole thing. I din wan to write it initially cos I felt it was embarrassing.. Now after binging on CSI, its somehow not so embarrassing anymore.
And I haven really been someone to be ashamed of doing anything. I din really care abt being judged. ANd I got a bigger thing to tell too!! Hahaha..
Anyhow, I went for the audition for Ms Singapore Universe 2006! And friday was the results, and of cos I din get in. Cos I knew I so totally flunked it. The best part, I saw my Uni course mate there. She was the other gal in my freshman camp last time. And she was really alot prettier. I guess she more or less got in cos she was pretty and more interesting I guess. Those in SOC should know her. Her name's Ong Peiling.
Well, I totally flunked my audition cos I couldn't speak properly, was nervous and cold at the same time so my voice was quivering. And I so totally spoke SO fast! EVen I din noe what I was saying. I spoke alot better when I was in sch. I handled interviews alot better when I was going for job interviews. Somehow, things have changed! I was SO not prepared! I mean not really sure if others were, but I knew what went wrong then. I din prepare myself mentally... Oh well, giving myself another chance next yr hahaha... Can try till i'm 27 u know hahaha.. Then again, that's provided I will be free next yr.. Shall better prep myself mentally.
And now I am bugged by this question, which not only auditions ask, I'm sure interviewers like to ask too. "PLease tell us about urself."
A innocent but very difficult question. For me at least. And I'm still trying to find a suitable answer for that. I mean to apply to myself...
Ok, now that's off my chest, time to move on to something else.
Finally finished season 5 like in record time! And I jus cant get enough of CSI man!! AHHH!! they are jus ALL so good!!! Cant wait for season 6!
ANd today, being the 13th month Steffan and I have been together, we decided to watch a chinese play at esplanade! It was really one strange experience!! I think both of us felt really out of place. And at the beginning of the show, I would just like to say, I haven heard such silence before! It was SO SO quiet!! We went to the theatre studio, which is a realy small place for 160 pple, and we were on the same level as the performers. So there was no microphone etc. But it was an experience. I wonder what it would be like to watch a musical. I'm sure it will be great. Maybe we'll do it once a month. SHould be quite cool.
Now, I'm waiting for the SIA recruitment for cabin crew. WOndering if I should really do it.. Heard the interview is tough. And the job aint as good as it is... I'm looking at the cabin crew executive part, which there is a promise that they will put u in other depts after a certain period of flying duties. Sounds alot better den jus being an air-stewardess all your life. Den again, I ask myself if that is really what I want to do... guess i should try as much as I like huh.
Alright, think that is all. Eveyrthing;s out now.
But hey, I would be interested to know what u guys think abt the question.
"Tell me about yourself". I mean what do u actually say? Other then ur job, ur name, age, hobbies....
And I haven really been someone to be ashamed of doing anything. I din really care abt being judged. ANd I got a bigger thing to tell too!! Hahaha..
Anyhow, I went for the audition for Ms Singapore Universe 2006! And friday was the results, and of cos I din get in. Cos I knew I so totally flunked it. The best part, I saw my Uni course mate there. She was the other gal in my freshman camp last time. And she was really alot prettier. I guess she more or less got in cos she was pretty and more interesting I guess. Those in SOC should know her. Her name's Ong Peiling.
Well, I totally flunked my audition cos I couldn't speak properly, was nervous and cold at the same time so my voice was quivering. And I so totally spoke SO fast! EVen I din noe what I was saying. I spoke alot better when I was in sch. I handled interviews alot better when I was going for job interviews. Somehow, things have changed! I was SO not prepared! I mean not really sure if others were, but I knew what went wrong then. I din prepare myself mentally... Oh well, giving myself another chance next yr hahaha... Can try till i'm 27 u know hahaha.. Then again, that's provided I will be free next yr.. Shall better prep myself mentally.
And now I am bugged by this question, which not only auditions ask, I'm sure interviewers like to ask too. "PLease tell us about urself."
A innocent but very difficult question. For me at least. And I'm still trying to find a suitable answer for that. I mean to apply to myself...
Ok, now that's off my chest, time to move on to something else.
Finally finished season 5 like in record time! And I jus cant get enough of CSI man!! AHHH!! they are jus ALL so good!!! Cant wait for season 6!
ANd today, being the 13th month Steffan and I have been together, we decided to watch a chinese play at esplanade! It was really one strange experience!! I think both of us felt really out of place. And at the beginning of the show, I would just like to say, I haven heard such silence before! It was SO SO quiet!! We went to the theatre studio, which is a realy small place for 160 pple, and we were on the same level as the performers. So there was no microphone etc. But it was an experience. I wonder what it would be like to watch a musical. I'm sure it will be great. Maybe we'll do it once a month. SHould be quite cool.
Now, I'm waiting for the SIA recruitment for cabin crew. WOndering if I should really do it.. Heard the interview is tough. And the job aint as good as it is... I'm looking at the cabin crew executive part, which there is a promise that they will put u in other depts after a certain period of flying duties. Sounds alot better den jus being an air-stewardess all your life. Den again, I ask myself if that is really what I want to do... guess i should try as much as I like huh.
Alright, think that is all. Eveyrthing;s out now.
But hey, I would be interested to know what u guys think abt the question.
"Tell me about yourself". I mean what do u actually say? Other then ur job, ur name, age, hobbies....
Friday, February 10, 2006
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
Its over..
Well, it finally happened, and its over today. Shall wait till fri before I make my next move.
I feel I so totally failed it. The weird feeling in your stomach when u leave your oral exam, knowing that what you just said was totally crap... And seeing everyone else seems to do alot better then me, the feeling just sank it. I know I did the worse. Even saw my fren, and she's really the material for it lo. Even I feel it, so I know I don't have much hope liao. Sigh..
I'm sure many out there still don't know what exactly I am talking about since I havent written about it at all. Will, shall wait for friday to decide if I really want to write about it. If I'm successful, everyone reading my blog will definately know what it is. But looking at it, hahaha sorry ah.. I not purposely one jus no mood.. sorry..
haha now still on csi season 5 to take away de depression haha
I feel I so totally failed it. The weird feeling in your stomach when u leave your oral exam, knowing that what you just said was totally crap... And seeing everyone else seems to do alot better then me, the feeling just sank it. I know I did the worse. Even saw my fren, and she's really the material for it lo. Even I feel it, so I know I don't have much hope liao. Sigh..
I'm sure many out there still don't know what exactly I am talking about since I havent written about it at all. Will, shall wait for friday to decide if I really want to write about it. If I'm successful, everyone reading my blog will definately know what it is. But looking at it, hahaha sorry ah.. I not purposely one jus no mood.. sorry..
haha now still on csi season 5 to take away de depression haha
Monday, February 06, 2006
Ha super late but cant resist the temptation to blog. Nothing much to say actually, just that weather's pretty cool for bedtime now.
Having a standstill in my life, where I cannot do anything until some things are confirmed. I dun put my hopes too high, but before I want to plan anything else, something's gotta be confirmed first.
Up to neck at work.. One more week of busi-ness and I may be able to relax a little liao.. I hope..
5.5 day work week.. Sian...
Having a standstill in my life, where I cannot do anything until some things are confirmed. I dun put my hopes too high, but before I want to plan anything else, something's gotta be confirmed first.
Up to neck at work.. One more week of busi-ness and I may be able to relax a little liao.. I hope..
5.5 day work week.. Sian...
Saturday, February 04, 2006
Happy Birthday!
Today is the 7th day of the lunar calendar. Meaning, that its the birthday of everyone for the chinese.
Spent the day at many places, as a group of us went on house visits to each other's place. My place was left out cos my parents were both not home.. Nobody to give ang bao.
Oh, got csi season 5! Which means I can watch! Yippee!! But A just told me that they are missing the last 2 episodes.. Sad leh.. Cos the last episode was the one about Nick being kidnapped and trapped in a box underground. And the box was infested with bugs biting him. And he became a bit mental especially to bugs. Like after 5 seasons, there's finally some change in his character. In a very psychotic kinda way. The change appears in the 6th season though.
New year catching up have been good! And we actually have a KTV session planned! Yipppee!! heehee... Looking so forward to it.
Ok start of season 5!
Spent the day at many places, as a group of us went on house visits to each other's place. My place was left out cos my parents were both not home.. Nobody to give ang bao.
Oh, got csi season 5! Which means I can watch! Yippee!! But A just told me that they are missing the last 2 episodes.. Sad leh.. Cos the last episode was the one about Nick being kidnapped and trapped in a box underground. And the box was infested with bugs biting him. And he became a bit mental especially to bugs. Like after 5 seasons, there's finally some change in his character. In a very psychotic kinda way. The change appears in the 6th season though.
New year catching up have been good! And we actually have a KTV session planned! Yipppee!! heehee... Looking so forward to it.
Ok start of season 5!
Thursday, February 02, 2006
Making plans making plans!
AHHH!! Super exciting cos I'm making plans on alot of things hee hee.. think I will have a fun filled time man! Heehee..
Checked out the rates and stuff. Now I just gotta wait for my significant other to be free to join me in my expeditions heehee...
Looking forward to NTU holidays.
Checked out the rates and stuff. Now I just gotta wait for my significant other to be free to join me in my expeditions heehee...
Looking forward to NTU holidays.
Time and tide waits for no man
My laziness has come back to bite me.. The days I've been slacking has caused things to be a little backlogged... But ok la. I guess I'm still in boss's good books cos he wasnt really very mean when he gave me my deadline..
Stayed till late today, but was more motivated to work as more work was coming in. The change in the work also made me more motivated but still sian..
Looks like I will be staying in office late these few days. Gone are the days of slackin... Sianzz..
Having quite a few activities coming up these few days heh heh.. Quite cool.. Not sure if I can take it leh.. Shall have to do my best to finish my stuff.
Stayed till late today, but was more motivated to work as more work was coming in. The change in the work also made me more motivated but still sian..
Looks like I will be staying in office late these few days. Gone are the days of slackin... Sianzz..
Having quite a few activities coming up these few days heh heh.. Quite cool.. Not sure if I can take it leh.. Shall have to do my best to finish my stuff.
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
Slacking.. Cant work...
Boss is on MC even though he came in this morning. Was unexceptionally quiet in the office this morning even though he came in. After joliday, he is usually chirpy, and would be chasing us to ask if our work is done. But today, thing's been different. N that's cos he's sick.
I thought I was falling sick too.. cos i kept sneezing this morning. But truth is, I was jus having a bad case of sensitive nose. Think the air con too cold, and its been some time since I was in an air conditioned room so the effects are coming back. Or the positive way of looking at it is that I've lost more fats! Hahaha... if only..
Sunday was an action-packed day! Went swimming in the morning, den met to do gym, den met Steffan's fren and gf for dinner and to go see the Ang Pao river near the padang. We spent like a long time walking ard sia! And I worked out my lower body in the gym that day.. AHHH.. I could feel that my legs were slowly becoming detached from my body. Kinda like feel them going numb. Haha.. that statement was weird, but I don't know how else I can phrase it leh.. Anyhow, job hunt is still on, considering doing part time tram guide for nite safari.. But means that my weekend nites would be burnt... Not really sure if I wan to do it...
My action-packed hormones are back again! Especially after A commented i have become really fair, and after much investigation and comparison, I really become this steamed chicken like thingy! Ahh!! Panic! So, volunteered t o want go swimming even though I have to wake up really early on the last day of Holiday. There was a great sun, but my skin din seem to respond well to it.. Steffan turned a shade darker, but I still look the same. WOnder what is happening.
So now I'm having thoughts to learn inline skating (again), go scuba diving (again), learn kayaking (again), golf and many other sports la. Now the problem will be $$ and company lo... Feeling quite sad to go alone. Not that I wont want to, but if the class is very far, its very demoralising to go alone. Not to mention the cost I will have to incur. Which means I will have to stick to my job now to finance my expenditure haha.. Darn...
Shall have to save up more...
Also, I'm currently committed to something else now. So i have gotta wait for the selection to see how things goes... The main goal now is to lose weight! Ok not actually weight, just lose the inches off my tummy. My target is back to 27. Now its on a 29.. demoralised.. but I'm sure i can get it back! Of course, if I can get it further down, it will be better la.
More cardio, jogging, swimming stuff for me lo.
But if anybody would like to join any sports, feel free to buzz me! I'm game to try anything. Even my zodiac predictions for the new year suggests that I do more outdoor sports for better health..
Having a bad attitude at work now. Especially when boss is not ard. My responsibilities have really lessened to a certain extend. I guess its cos there are less projects, and during the holiday season, everyone was very slacked. But now i'm beginning to feel the slowness ard, and in me la. Slack at every chance, not doing much work. Procrastinating as much as I can, not taking much initiative.. Arghh.. Its either withdrawal symptoms from holiday or I'm just sick of working. Mebbe jus not enuf slp also la haha..
Thinking of going back to RP after browsing at the many jobs out there. Have alot of things I want to do. Been thinking and thinking, but I'm not taking any action yet cos I'm committed to something. And I'll have to wait till at least 2 weeks from now before I can make other plans.
There are many things to be done in Feb as well.. Oh well, I'm totally so slipping in my work. Totally not motivated... another 45 mins to knock off. And I spent like the past at least 15 mins blogging haha..
Feeling so tired.. Couldnt even pick myself up to do a manicure. Time is so precious without having to waste it at work. And its always the same shit at work.
I hope i get something more interesting and life long... But for me to do that, I gotta pin-point what is the field and area I want to go into. And before I finally decide on that, I still have my above mentioned commitment haha.. Looks like I will be stuck at my job for at least the next 2 months or so... How come I dun have IA student of new colleague to help me...
Yawnzz... Office still as quiet.. ok la. Shall look for things to do.. Or shall jus surf the web.
I thought I was falling sick too.. cos i kept sneezing this morning. But truth is, I was jus having a bad case of sensitive nose. Think the air con too cold, and its been some time since I was in an air conditioned room so the effects are coming back. Or the positive way of looking at it is that I've lost more fats! Hahaha... if only..
Sunday was an action-packed day! Went swimming in the morning, den met to do gym, den met Steffan's fren and gf for dinner and to go see the Ang Pao river near the padang. We spent like a long time walking ard sia! And I worked out my lower body in the gym that day.. AHHH.. I could feel that my legs were slowly becoming detached from my body. Kinda like feel them going numb. Haha.. that statement was weird, but I don't know how else I can phrase it leh.. Anyhow, job hunt is still on, considering doing part time tram guide for nite safari.. But means that my weekend nites would be burnt... Not really sure if I wan to do it...
My action-packed hormones are back again! Especially after A commented i have become really fair, and after much investigation and comparison, I really become this steamed chicken like thingy! Ahh!! Panic! So, volunteered t o want go swimming even though I have to wake up really early on the last day of Holiday. There was a great sun, but my skin din seem to respond well to it.. Steffan turned a shade darker, but I still look the same. WOnder what is happening.
So now I'm having thoughts to learn inline skating (again), go scuba diving (again), learn kayaking (again), golf and many other sports la. Now the problem will be $$ and company lo... Feeling quite sad to go alone. Not that I wont want to, but if the class is very far, its very demoralising to go alone. Not to mention the cost I will have to incur. Which means I will have to stick to my job now to finance my expenditure haha.. Darn...
Shall have to save up more...
Also, I'm currently committed to something else now. So i have gotta wait for the selection to see how things goes... The main goal now is to lose weight! Ok not actually weight, just lose the inches off my tummy. My target is back to 27. Now its on a 29.. demoralised.. but I'm sure i can get it back! Of course, if I can get it further down, it will be better la.
More cardio, jogging, swimming stuff for me lo.
But if anybody would like to join any sports, feel free to buzz me! I'm game to try anything. Even my zodiac predictions for the new year suggests that I do more outdoor sports for better health..
Having a bad attitude at work now. Especially when boss is not ard. My responsibilities have really lessened to a certain extend. I guess its cos there are less projects, and during the holiday season, everyone was very slacked. But now i'm beginning to feel the slowness ard, and in me la. Slack at every chance, not doing much work. Procrastinating as much as I can, not taking much initiative.. Arghh.. Its either withdrawal symptoms from holiday or I'm just sick of working. Mebbe jus not enuf slp also la haha..
Thinking of going back to RP after browsing at the many jobs out there. Have alot of things I want to do. Been thinking and thinking, but I'm not taking any action yet cos I'm committed to something. And I'll have to wait till at least 2 weeks from now before I can make other plans.
There are many things to be done in Feb as well.. Oh well, I'm totally so slipping in my work. Totally not motivated... another 45 mins to knock off. And I spent like the past at least 15 mins blogging haha..
Feeling so tired.. Couldnt even pick myself up to do a manicure. Time is so precious without having to waste it at work. And its always the same shit at work.
I hope i get something more interesting and life long... But for me to do that, I gotta pin-point what is the field and area I want to go into. And before I finally decide on that, I still have my above mentioned commitment haha.. Looks like I will be stuck at my job for at least the next 2 months or so... How come I dun have IA student of new colleague to help me...
Yawnzz... Office still as quiet.. ok la. Shall look for things to do.. Or shall jus surf the web.
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