Haii.. Sick and tired of empty promises.. Sick and tired of beign so trusting.. sick and tired of being taken for granted.. Sick and tired of being independent and strong.

Y am I the one always listening.. DOn't you realise that I always listen to you but u dun seem to know what I am doing?

Sick and tired of waiting for others to make things happen..

I'm just trying real hard to numb myself by makingmyself busy during the weekdays.. Sometimes I don't know what to do for the weekend since I'm not the main character anyway...

I think its time to start thinking for myself, doing things I like, the way I like it...

Now i like to have my own car, and just go driving whenever I want, where ever I want. I don't think you will feel alone when you are driving.

OF new adventures

Well, a day I was home earlier then usual, cos I skipped gym today. Was feeling I have been really hardworking these few weeks, so should reward myself by just missing 1 class.

OK, sore eye is still swollen... Dun noe how come.. :( Think will change to another doctor. Wondering if I should get ready to do my lasik as well... BUt its all about the money... GO by installments? Hmm... tempting. But too late to make it before the gst hike now.

On tuesday, plucked up my courage and went to watch Shrek 3 on my own. I love the weekdays of Vivocity! Its so quiet! ANd surprisingly, even though it has been screening for so long, Shrek 3 was still full house can. I only managed to get 4 rows from the front. And well, some pple sat at the first row! And lucky I went alone. Otherwise, I thikn I will most probably end up at the first row.

THe next movie I'll be going alone will be Ocean's 13! Hee looking quite forward to it. Will watch it on next mon or tues, since its so much cheaper then thurs-sun. Now that I have the first experience of watching movies alone, I'm so tempted to watch so many movies!! Its not that bad to watch a show alone man. U can watch watever u want, whenever u want. Was so fed up trying to ask pple to go watch movie with me. The replies I got were like "I'll let you know when I'm free", or on the actual day of going to watch the show, "Can we watch another day?" Don't pple know that movies will be taken off? THe movie theaters will stop screening them?! So well, was quite pissed lo. So rather watch on my own.

And cos of the swollen eye, gotta reject another pageant that has rehersal on friday... Oh well, its just not meant to be I guess. Don't want to take the risk of going blind, and making my eye, which I hope is recovering, even worse. :) WOuld have been fun.

This week seems to be crawling by for me..

AGESss...

Wow been ages since I updated my blog, and there is JUST SO much to tok about hahaha....

Been busy at work, feeling quite gd, and part of the group at the moment. And other than work, personal live's been pretty cool. Ok its been WAY cool!!

I had my chance on the runway, and made some superb frens!!

Well, joined a pageant, had great fun with alot of cameras taking my pic, wore clothes from sponsers, and many many more haha.. really had alot of fun. Now consolidating the pics from everyone. And wat's more, there's gathering!! I like!! Heehee...

Had Mahjong before one of our legs fly off to europe, and had KTV session!! Wow!! So fun!

So excited, not sure what else to do next. :) OK, will update when I get all the pics sorted.