Survived a day without HP

Yup, this morning left my hp at home, and survived a day totally without it. No anxiety attacks, no lost feelings. Now I'm having serious problems connecting to MSN. So I decided to use the internet version. Seems to have less problems.

Looking forward to the upcoming Batam trip! Hopefully things goes as planned.

Work has began to pile up le. Can feel that everything is falling onto me now. Now EVERYBODY in the office is asking me to do something for them.. I don't know if I really can handle all of them.. THink this will mean more late nights in the office le.. :( Ok la. Just have to grit my teeth and things should fall in place. Or rather, they have to fall in place, or I'll be very dead.

Maybe have to bring some home to do. For one or 2 weeks next month, may have to work 7 days a week... But ok la. Got one week got some half days and days on leave to keep my dear dear company. I think will be a stressful month ahead la. Just have to keep my fingers crossed. Taking things as they come along the way la.

Had a wonderful lunch today as its one of my colleague's birthday heehee.. Suppose to treat him. But then they havent split the bill leh.. I wonder is it cos they suppose to treat me for my bday too hmm.. Will just wait until pple ask me for money lo haha... THinking of finding a time to go Marina bay to practice golf leh.. But overbudget for the car liaozz... and a bit lazy to go all the way there alone... Still, I can't not practice. If not, will be rusty leh.. And can't improve... Ok la. shall be more enthu and go on Sat morning before I meet Steffan. Or maybe Sun morning.

Ok, MSN is giving me alot of problems. Decided to stay offline today. Play some silly games. At least my internet connections is working fine. So at least I can still pen down some thoughts here.

Heard some things from a colleague at work, and well, must say there are alot of ways of looking at things lo. And well, must say that fortunately, big boss is quite understanding la, but then think still can't work properly with him directly la.. I'm not sure why, but just seem to be can't lo.. And some users are just very complain queen la. But I guess everywhere also have this type of pple one lo. Just that now I'll just be more on my guard, and be more careful lo. Like what Rachelle say, sometimes we feel so fake having to "entertain" our users with lame jokes, and laugh at their lame stuff. And these pple are also fake enough to joke with you, but complain about u behind your back to your big boss. Fortunately, colleagues have been quite nice la. Think have to be more on my toes lo.. Knowledge transfer is not 100%, and still alot of gaps not filled in.

And now sort of just followed the previous documentation without much understanding. See how ba. When one is left with no choice, one will be foreced to pick things up.

Its Friday already tml. Not too bad. Short week cause was on MC for 2 days haha.. but its gonna be a long month.. I can just feel it.

Have to jiayou jiayou jiayou la!! Time to show them what I can do!

Aching...

Wah just came back from my golf class. Today we learnt full swing, and well, as the heading says, I'm aching lo.. So long nv stretch the back le... think its time to go for more pilates... Maybe can consider going yoga or body balance heh heh...

First exercise activity since I sick lo. Now still not well leh.. Wonder what is happening... THe mucus is like still stuck at the back of my noise. And when I try to blow it out, it makes very gross noises.. So paiseh in office. But I also cannot suck it back in.. Ha.. see how lo. Still got one day of medication. Hope by weekend will be well enough to enjoy the weekend. :)

Rachelle's on leave tml, fri and monday. Means I'm alone to keep things going. And after that, she will be gone on one month's leave, and I'm TOTALLY alone! Haizz.. no choice le. Gotta take watever comes my way...

Not sure how am I doing in the eyes of others, but then oh well, just keep doing lo. And wait for chances ba... Dun think will have the chance to expand too far also. Need to stay there at least 2 yrs. Unless there is really so gd chance for me to go off.. Oh well, take one step at a time lo. Mebbe can be tai tai hahaha... How I wish.

I think I'm still earning too little... I wonder is it because I'm spending too much ha.. But then thinking, my pay's a little on the low side la. Cos its been sponged off by my agency... But what to do.. so have to bear with it for a yr ba.. another 6 months plus actually.

If i'm not worng, its 135 working days haha.. looking forward to my little bonus after this... Then can relax a while before I continue and hopefully get a fat raise ha... Wish wish wish..

Sianzz....

Think I'm gonna quit driving for a while. Feeling rather jaded about it already.. Wishing someone will drive me ard now. Also, today had some not so gd experiences.. Haizz..

I don't know leh.. Is it cos I'm inexperienced, or I'm not familiar with the roads, or I'm just simply a bad driver hmm... or mebbe too tired..
Haizz tried to be nice and gave my bf parents a lift home, and well, ALMOST got into an accident, so I guess I freaked them out. And sort of freaked myself out also lo.. Looks like they wont be asking me to drive them anywhere ha. Gd in a way la. But then like also minus points.. Haizz..

Still feeling the side effects from just now.. Hope I can slp tonight. And when I wake up tml, I will feel alot better sia.. Still can't seem to get over the feeling of it..

Anyhow, so think I will off the road for some time lo. Its not so fun and exciting anymore le. In fact, can feel the pressure and stress. I'm ok if I'm alone, and I know where I want to go. But when there are changes to plans and new places in the last minute, things can be quite tough.. especially when I'm new to the place.
Oh well, basically quite sian of driving la. Anyway if I want I always have the chance. Just have to book the car. So i guess the next drive should be in Oct ba.. :) Less traffic in the day time, during weekdays. Still got one more month, for something and someone impt.

Ok, so now waiting for someone to pass and buy car to drive me ard. :) meanwhile, I'll be here whenever you need my help. You know who you are. ;)

THe weekend is over in a flash again. Spent the whole yesterday slping my flu bug away. Seems to work quite well, but not completely... Missing the significant other alot.. Have been like this for the past few weeks.. I wonder how come.. Just that the feeling seems stronger recently.. And the weekends are so short.. :( I miss the days when we were students and studying there seemed to be so much time on our hands and to be together ha..

Ok, time to slp liaoz.. Tml gotta go work.. and hopefully can slp the uneasiness away..

Ramblings.

Well, as the title suggests, just typing out watever I feel like today.

Nothing much has been happening. Have been procrastinating my gym sessions cos of my ankle. And thus feeling really fat. And my usual gym plans have been messed up because of my new golf class... Haizz... I wonder.. Think I better get back into the program before I waste even more money.

Thursday like no gd class to go hmm.. Oh well, maybe will come up with something over the weekend. Argh can't believe they called ABT bodylicious now.. ee... Haha.. wonder who gave this name sia.. haha..

I'm having curry and soup for supper haha.. Yum yum.. Ok, I think I better really go gym haha.. Tuesday's my favourite night, because it means we're one step closer to the weekend, and all my favourite shows will start showing tonight! Heehee...

Getting busy at work now, Cos Rachelle is going on her holiday, and well, basically I gotta cover her stuff until she comes back from her holiday lo...

Ok la. I don't mind being busy with work. Although being busy having fun will be better ha... Just saw a nice slot for gym on Thurs.. hmm.. maybe will go for those classes. Even though the classes are not first on my list, should always give new things a chance. :) May grow to like it. Hopefully my golf will also let me exercise more. :) Then maybe weekends will go again with Steffan, or when he is having his driving class. So happy to see him having fun in his class hee...

And with his packed lessons, he should be ready by end of the year ba.. Problem is whether will clash with his busy schedule or not.. Keeping my fingers crossed that everything goes well. :)

Feeling that time is really flying past very fast.. so fast already going to be yr end le.. And very fast all my things the deadline are coming haha.. :P

Gotta work for 1 or 2 weekends in Oct leh.. Hopefully can get time off. Then when Rachelle come back, I can clear my time off yeah! :) Will be taking a few days off in Oct to spend time with Steffan on his block leave. Finally, a breather period for both me and him. Fortunately, Boss got approve my leave. Ask him when big boss not ard bwahaha... Shall do it more often heh heh..

So many things on my mind, and so many things I want to do, but I just can't seem to decide what to do exactly.. Argh.. I should really sort my thoughts out and do it. I think the main issue here is about money ba.. Sighzz.. Hope after this month, things will be back to normal. Shall learn to budget myself so that I can go for some holiday or soemthing when my contract ends... Although if got pple go with me or not will be another issue ha.

TIme to rest my eyes. Tml got golf lesson!! Yeah!! Hee.. at least something to look forward to. And tml is the first practical lesson. :) Fun fun

Another slpy day at work

Managed to keep myself awake the whole morning, only to fall asleep in the evening haha...

Haizz.. Dun noe wat is happening to me. Feel like an owl leh. Every morning very tired, but very alert at night. And I slept the whole of Saturday some more..

I'm wondering if its because I'm skipping breakfast.. But then just can't seem to have enough time to go buy breakfast... Maybe should try more. Else if I go for blood donation dun noe can make it or not...

Latest update

Think I shall make the update on a weekly basis..

THings have been going quite well this week. rather busy, and think monday will be having alot of things to do..

Watched 1408, and its quite ok I must say. Looking forward to Evan Almighty next week.

Am hoping to catch The Home Songs too.... Think I shall watch on Tuesdays. CAnhave $6.50 tickets heehee...

Missing my dear dear alot.. Can't wait to see him next week... Shall really have to learn to appreciate the short time we spend together. After next yr April, things should be getting alot better.

Nothing much to say. Looking forward to the class on Wed. Also, to the weekends when my dear dear is coming out.